Sunday, July 24, 2011

吧生高级中学(High School Klang)华文学会第二届文娱汇演

Yesterday was an awesome day okay! The event tat hold by High Skul Klang =)
Enjoyed and appreciated their hard works =)
And and and guess what? I get to take photo with my little idol Kah Jun and gave him my little booklet (actually is a card but more look alike a booklet LOOL!) oh and his autogrpah Awwwwww =D
Hope he'll keep it nicely and get motivated by my words, really salute the way he copes with his music life but not the emo way okayy! HAHA! And, shocked to see he took the booklet's photo and posted up on his fb wall, OH GOSH! =D hope he'll like it after all. And, I won't comment anything on tat cause I never hope to get anything(feedback? NOOO LOL) from him, it's just a way to thank his music and hardwork and everything. Worth to do tat for him =)

=D


Fansssss? aha XD

(=

Monday, July 18, 2011

Hmm?

Ugh, still hectic as usual.
koku's activities, interviews, competitions, meetings, LOTS.
By the way, just experienced High school's Koku's day, well, so it's quite fun, yet a bit tiring XD
Rushed two stall at the same time Errr...spaghetti and Limau ice syrup in ELS and Lucky draw for St. John. =)
And went into ghost house, eh, is ghost house laaa, tolong XD HAHA, not scary also blehhhh =p
Nice experience lah actually haha.


Hmmmmmmmmmm, can you stop blowing behind me? =/ And stop THAT please. :O
and, disect! Hmm, nope, not for me, It's for Bio student okayyy. D=
Exam coming, I hate exam :X


nah, my turn to emo today.

Friday, July 15, 2011

对不对?

感觉对了
可惜不是时候

                                                                                        你再不去读书你就死定了你

Saturday, July 9, 2011

没什么

有时希望自己就这样答应
但是知道那种感觉不会长久
所以每次都一笑置之
随便带过
最后销声匿迹
回头看一看
只能摇头微笑


眉锁

Sunday, July 3, 2011

HSK Sports Day!

Next, HSK Sports Day! =D
Quite excited towards it because I am involving in the marching, Watkins rocks! HAHA
Hey, my very first time in marching okay? HAHA, It was a great and brand new experience for me.
Well, feel to join marching this time because want to realise my hope during my secondary old times, although didn't have siao po gang in marching with me this time, still, I went for the marching with me alone. ALONE.
Yes, I dare, just want to gain the marching new experience in my life and feel the marching, the first marching in my life, hell, what am I doing during my secondary school? LOL. After the two days of raptai and practice, finaly, our marching group was ready for the Sports Day. And guess what? didn't expect some seniors joined our marching on the second day, include Yat Hong(my foster), chief( Yee May's foster), and some librarians seniors. =))
Okay, Sports Day, actually I just enjoyed the opening of the Hari Sukan, LOL, after marching all that, I had some photo shooting with friends, seniors, then I went back after that. Met Ooi Wen Ying during Sports Day and asked for a photo shooting with her because we're having a same name HAHA, then also took some photos with foster, sifu, and friends =) Errrr, It's a tiring day because had mt econs tuition after my marching, totally exhausted LOL, BUT, everything is worth. Know that we Watkins grabbed the last place this year and the perbarisan, Er...we also didn't get 1st or second ,knew through a talkative seniors at the tuition centre there. Hmm, actually what I want to say is no matter what we get, we still the champion for the overall, everyone is the champion of the day, our spirit and memories will last forever. By the way, congratz for the winner champion of the day, Sulaiman and the second place, Mallory. And alsso the champion for the marching, Sulaiman and the seond place, Ross. I love the theme of the Ross! haha, Pirates, cool huh? =D Yea, COOL. =D
GAHHHHHHHH, blackyyy, need time to become fair d lah :/
see the photos down there LOL

The paiseh heng foster, found that he's super duper talkative when meet up with his gangs LOL
Tembikai sifu, pirate of the day ahaha.
Jack,  got look alike? LOL

Elizabeth! She looks gorgeous <3

Watkins ROCKS! Er, the 30s. XD

Say goodbye to June and welcome July!

Fuhhhhh, life still the same, hectic and yet I still facebook-ing and blogging right now. haha
Just went to kem Integrasi at Morib Banting with 6B1, 3, 5, and my class, 6B7.Er, It's a 2 days 1 night camp =))
It was a great camp and I enjoyed it very much, the motivation talks, games, Exploration with friends at night, sing-K session, photo shooting with crazy gang.....ah, nice and precious memories. =)
Yeah, knew many friends throughout this camp and yes, get motivated A BIT Blek =p haha, and reached the target and the purpose of this camp: become crazy, berani and tak tahu malu LOL nice experiences that get during the exploration, we ate raw onion and acted like crazies to ask for tumpang, and how dare for us to sxplore in cemetery and record a 5 minutes video! We, group 5 got champion for the exploration and get the 2nd place for the overall. How nice right? =)

Group 5 ROCKS! =)

Friends ah, crazy friends HAHA

Saturday, June 25, 2011

我就是Kelefeh啊,不行?

我不知道
我不会,我不懂
人的心我真的不了解
人的心, 难测
每个人都有不同的性格,习惯,阴影什么的
不同的环境,不同的年龄,不同的观念想法塑造了不一样类型的人
但 我一直很好奇
那些干案,犯罪,偷窃,强奸,暴力的人
我们应该如何看待她们?嘲讽?毒骂?还是什么?冷静看待?
朋友被bok mong的case又多了一宗,本以为他已经改过自新,却没想到他又从倒覆辙,向新认识的朋友下手
而我能做的就只有看着她被非礼,就只因为我不够了解那个非礼她的人,然后没有权利说他?


what he did to ur fren is UR FREN
u are u
ish
i really don't understand lah


i never knew u guys can give such comments to a person like that
really spoil your own image
how well do you even know xxx to judge him that way ?

i treat everyone fairly.


i don't care if they're indian, malays, chinese, robbers or whatsoever
but if u DON'T KNOW them, you have NO RIGHTS to give comments
you can judge or whatever, but keep it in urself

18 years of your life, and this is all you guys can say about him

好吧我无言。我确实没有权利干涉
我太八卦了。 :/
真的是kelefeh :C

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

So far so good guaa.

Homework is increasing day by day, so as ttn work. yeaaaa cool, somemore plus koku and task all tat right.
sigh
Not gonna left them there like last two years, I'd went through that kind of days, without doing homework,ttn work and practicing, nah, you'll get stunned while facing your exam papers and flunk your papers.
No more that okay, no more laziness I TELL YOU.
So far so good, finally Pn.Mashita came to school yesterday and helped me changed my club, so now I'm an ELS member, ehhh, why quit Persatuan Pencipta Alam? cause I was blur during the registration for koku day after finding out that Sejarah clubs was already full.* GAHHH* Then I was like wth, then just followed Michelle to join Pencinta Alam. Then guess what? Regretted to join tat club once I stepped out from the Balai Warisan, after had a talk with my brother, finally, made up my mind to join ELS, at least I got friends there and It's ENGLISH, exclude MUET,  I don't have any subjects that relate to English, how sad. :C
Anyways, hope everything will go on smooth and steady and add oil for my life, still lots of things to go through. Ga Yao :)

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Last day of holidays-Genting

2day went to Genting with my family, cousins plus, my brother's girl friend =])
woots?
haha, and yeah with my new camera from doctorjob.
Played ourdoor activities today, had much fun, and yeah, It's really cold when doing a light bulb between a couple. eeeeeeeee haha,oh yea, and we bought many strawberries from strawberry farm and my umbrella! strawberry umbrella!!! :p I bought a new and same one cause I break one during the one day trip in Bukit Cahaya with friends. =D
Picture speaks thousand words, so, check them out =)
oh yeaa, btw, I took many lousy and lame pictures er, you can see many plants down there, a sweet sweet couple and a lovely family =) I love them <3
Ahhh! Strawberries! <3

sweet one =)


Strawberry flower meh? XD

Purple! =D
cactus, niceee? hee
=))

<3

<3
Ehh, lazy to upload one by one, so three in one =))



cousin and sister :)


Saturday, June 11, 2011

我们都是过路人?

过路人

  人都是那样吗

为了某某而在彼此的生活中停留

然后,当成为朋友

甚至好朋友

总有一天也会回归原点

都只是彼此生命中的过客

只是看逗留长或短

仅此?

那很TMD悲哀

所以现在我很悲哀咯 - -



Thursday, June 9, 2011

Two in One =)

YES! Had a great great movie time with friends, Yesterday.  =D
First time to had a movie outing with friends, over excited  a bit, just a bit, okay, in my heart :p
and also, first time to watch two movies in one day, sounds crazy for me, but, I did! heeeeeee
We had BR after that, It's Pink Day, so we had our double plus single cone, yeah, It's nice.
Thanks to my friends that brought me lots of laughter, and kill my bored time, harvesting mushroom eh? LOL
So, yeaa, we watched Insidious and POTC 4. Insidious, never ever ask me to watch that AGAIN, It was FREAKING horror man, scary like hell. btw, never ever watched that alone, heheh, with friends still okay anyways. And yup, POTC 4, niceeee! =D Mermaid mermaid! Pretty and lovely, yet so dangerous huh.
So, hope for next outing with friends! =) TeehEE
Movie Tickets! =D

6 girls on the day! <3


btw, sharing is caring, soooooo, WongFu Production, new video clip today, awesome =D

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

What?

Moody moody moody, Wednesday blue?hhahahaha. :/
Going to have an outing with friends, so hope can shoo away my bad mood.

Ah, hope so. :C

Monday, June 6, 2011

Ba Zhang! (Rice Dumpling Festival)

Had my bestEST rice dumpling ever in my life, and in the future, still, the bestEST. =D
Mom made about 90 "Ba Zhangs" and yellow "Ki Zhangs" as well, many right? XD Because she's too kind enough  to give some for my relatives and workers. We start doing rice dumpling two days ago, since mom didn't work and It's a public holiday. And yea, I was with her, helping her to make the 90 plus rice dumpling mission haha. It was very tiring because we used about 4 hours half to make them exclude the time to prepare the ingredients and to steam them. Haaaaah, finally =D
So today is Rice Dumpling Festival and I ate two Ba Zhang and two Ki Zhang .haha okay, no doubt on the   taste, but they make me full till now. Kao tim them for my breakfast and lunch, LOL *Thumbs up*

Friday, June 3, 2011

:O

Why you want to lie?
I hate liar.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

It's JUNE Weyhhhh =D

It's June! It's June
Nahhh, yeah, It's 2nd of June, haha.
Time flies like hell, fast like wildfire, sooooooo many things happen within these few months wow
Form 6 oh form 6, haven't step into my real class eh, but went to B2 physics class before done my switching, Errr... how to say? The teachers are nice yet kao lat?haha, kao lat suan siao LOOL, and the syllabus is hard like hell lah XD  Whatever lah, I'm not going back to class already since after holidays I'll be in my class o.0
Haihhhhh, kinda sad cause leaving science life, friends, activities, labs, teachers etc.right.
But, people always look forward riteeee? so, I have to look forward also, not to forget about my past memories, but keep them deeply in my heart, I still love science, and labs those all thingy =))
about one month in form 6 and I already make some new friends, How nice wooot! Seniors, classmates, teachers all that, although the number is small, I'm quite happy and full with that, really, It's much more different in my secondary life, but heyyy secondary life still awesome okayyyy =D
It's JUNE weyh, summer! summer! summer rocks! =D

And and and do check this out the video below! NICE GUY finally out yo! *Thumbs up* to KevJumba and friends! You guys did a great job! =D

Friday, May 27, 2011

Eeeeee, blog stalker eh?

LOL, see lah , stalked by Michelle Leong liao
scary ehhhhhhhh *evil grin*

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Damn lah

haiiiiiihhhhhhhhhyah
It's hard to choose when both things bringing you advantages and disadvantages.Damn lah
Just make the decision to put down my librarian and follow my mom's word to do Koperasi but now lea? :C
Because of the stupid photo that I have to bring and stick on the stupid borang thats why I pass it up late yesterday and Wth-.- teacher said those who passed up after Friday disqualified d, unless got people want to quit. :C ARE YOU KIDDING ME? =C Sad, somemore 2day librarian got important meeting, once you attend the meeting means you're a trainee librarian, so those who didn't turn up no chance already. How How How? =C

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I LOVE Form 6 OW

Fuuuuuuuuuh, it's the time to sit down here and write something bout OW stuffs yay =)
One whole week, 5 days lah actually of Form 6 OW, I hope to hav one more OW pls? HAHA, eh, really! =D
The fisrt day of schooling, guess wat? Yala, my brother brought me there by using his car and I followed him cause I didn't know where to park my car after tat and since he love me sooo much right.HAHA
Followed him to the tapak where we all hav to make our registration there, woah, crowded er by Kwang Hua-rians? LOL. Saw his interaction with his juniors, which is my seniors lah, no doubt, they chatted many and they're good. My brother suddenly popped out his talkative characteristic HAHA
The OW was 5 days and what I can say is, I ENJOYED IT A LOTS okay! =D really, seriously, no lie!
At 1st, the committees there tricked us like a puppets?OH, tat was my thinking at 1st, no offence! then after tat is teachers and students, they shouted at us, scolded us like hell, and they did everything to us, just to discipline us and let us know more about High school, school rules and everything. Yeah, THEY DID A LOT, they sacrificed their time to prepare everything for us, the costume size( they hav to do sample and print papers for us), booklet, the decoration( AWESOME! =)) the theme is fireflies =D, games, and everything, really lots loh. And okay lah, I know they're acted to be fierce and strict to us in order to melahirkan pelajar yang berdisiplin?HAHA, it's for our own good lah, I should say.
Oh well, just the 1st day, everyone of us seperated into 10+ goups, I think 13?haha, yeah. And unfortunately I was in group 5, different with Kapar gangs, but nasib baik got Kai Ling! =D at least we chatted with each other throughout the lame moments. =D We did self-introduction, disscussed our slogan ( the brightest the best, group 5 is the best! then there's clapping after tat HEE). We chatted to understand each other better but there's very cold sometimes loh cause everyone like paiseh paiseh then keep quite there.HAHA, kay lah, I also keep quite there cause wat to say? So we scolded by our pretty advisor then we're like got improved and got a little bit bond with each other d lah.LOL And, wtfish? We just went there for the 1st day and it supposed to be games and all tat mar, but guess wat they did to us? Nahhhhh, costume and booklet hav to be well-prepared by 2moro. wth wth wth wth-.- Okayloh, after I went back, I was like nerd like tat and start doin all those stuffs, grrrr. I finished everything about 12a.m. Finally, my fireflies! and my signature book! Yeah!Whooooooo~the next day Day 2 lah, you can really see many fireflies at high school.muahahaha, and I was the one, we all hav to wear our fireflies costume once we step into our school.Okay, we skipped all those taklimat lahh, seems they're really boring lah pls, and the rules to tarik telinga, raise our both hands up, and extend our hand to left and right after tat raise up slightly our left leg.LOL wth again.HAHA Things goin to be fun after tat, yeah, It's Day 3! The signature day and games after tat. wow,we all get to know our foster by checking their name,nahhh, names actually is those weird name and hints like tat, to find our foster by the hints they gave us, then go search them one class by one class, oh Yeah, and by preparing sweets for rasuah and menyenangkan them to help us find our foster, and also get every signatures from committees and at least 80 signatures from seniors, Hello, impossible lah okay.-.- I was the last group went up stairs and there's many seniors taking their bags wave gere and there to ask us to give them sweets and chocs, kao lat lahh, and there's many papers stick on everywhere : No sweets, no choc, no entry.-.-
I think I was the fortunate one cause my foster is at 6A1, the 1st phy class and once I go upstairs, those kepo seniors edi told me my foster is in their class, and I don't need to find one by one. Guess what? I asked one of the senior there politely, Er, hello, do you know whos my foster? then he said , nahhh, the one who help you open the door just now, yeah, he's ur foster, go find him.wth, I can't find, and I wasted my sweets for the seniors tat got one barisan along the corridoor. I was like wth-.- when I knew the Mr. who tell me where's my foster was my foster.wth-.- Luckily got one hao xin senior tell me loh, if not, I can't find him.HAHA
Okay, next mission, take signatures! I was very paiseh loh.Why? DOn't ask me why lah, he's too nice man! He helped me take my sweets and chocs whihc are really quite berat and quite ma fan loh, coz I have to take signature book and the bag. Okay, we run here and there to take signatures and he keep on asking me got tired o not, want rest o not and keep on use his kipas to help me shoo away my peluh, LOL.PAISEH lah overall, nasib baik he stoped  his baik-hati action when I said no need.LOL  He's a librarian and nice lah really =D Luckily I meet a good foster and I managed to get hundreds signatures form seniors and every signatures from committees =D Thanks him, from him, I get to know many seniors, NICE leh =D gahhh, time for breakfast, later continue =D
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Okay, Day 4, We guided by 2 committees for each group to visit our school compound, it's quite big lohh, got 2 canteens and honestly, if for me lah, I sure sesat in high school without accompany by frens, HAHA.Okay, after that, we played games at Dewan Barisan I think? (the name) as usual, we surround a circle with our group.After tat we start palying games liao. We asked to protect the balloon by using our body parts except hands and meanwhile committees and and some seniors( my foster was in it! =D) will go around and try to poke our balloons with pen or pencil lahh. Our group, group 5, was the 1st winner and succesfully go thru the final with other 2 groups. But then we failed afer tat so we can't fight for the final of the final, with committees, but still einjoyed lah.Hhehe.After tat, we find letters from newspaper  to make names of committees.Quite fun lah =D hmm, after the games, we all I think most of the groups stayed back to practice for the performance for the last day of OW. Our group choose Indian song to dance and Er, the practice was really wth loh, coz we can't find one to teach the dance steps and everyone was messed up. Luckily 2 Indian girls volunteer to teach us some steps.

Last Day, Day 5, chicken dance! Everyone seems enjoyed this session and committees really bring lots of laughter for us. We dance with committees too! Yeah, the chicken dance ,Heeee. After recess, yes, performance gonna start. Our group managed to practice the dance and we added on a small committees show after our dance, It works! At least we didn't get the BOO from committees but clapping from them! =D Okay, overall, our performance was awesome with everyone's co-operation. =D

Haaaaaaaah, overall, Form 6 OW is AWESOME and don't say form 6 is lame okay? quite fun loh actually, committees, teachers, seniors and foster really kind enough lah, and my foster really very caring and cute lea, and also seniors, NICE! =D hope that I will enjoy my form 6 life and study hard lohh, cause form 6 really not tat senang and cannot play play lehh :) So, Jia you to me and my frens =) Form 6 life mode starts!will post up those photos(OW one) if I senang yo =p


EEEeeeeee, lazy to check and correct grammatical error d lahhhh,too long heeeeee :p

Monday, May 2, 2011

华文

华文
似乎渐渐被大家遗忘了
若不是有人提起华文,拿华文
我也快忘记华文
因为中五毕业后真的很少提笔,静静坐下来写一篇华文
我喜欢文字,喜欢华文
但是中六是不会拿华文的
不是因为不喜欢华文
抑或华文很难
不拿应该是对华文的热忱还没有那些真的爱华文来的那么多
我不考,不代表我不能想,不能写
我不拿,不代表我要放弃华文,要遗忘她


毕业后,似乎没有买过一份学海
不是想说学海的后面有没有我要的歌星明星
也不是要看后页的帅哥美女
要的只是里面的文字-后浪坊
看到那么深熬的文字与思想我不得不佩服
看,我的华文还是没那么好


我不喜欢华文考试,因为我总是写不好
考试是有制度的,不是什么灵感不灵感
只是我太差劲
看到很棒的文章,
会特别留意他/她的e-mail
然后偷偷的add他们
这一生偷偷摸摸的小动作拜给非死不可了,好样的
也许
只是想看他们在fb的华文status
我不知道是为了什么
可能朋友之中要看到华文的status会很难吧?
嗯我是华人,我喜欢华文

Saturday, April 30, 2011

The Royal Wedding

Yesh, I saw it yesterday, The Royal Wedding! It's absolutely fantastic although I saw the wedding merely through TV screen..heheh.I sreamed when the Royal Wedding started.It's a kind of cool move, for the British royal family. Not something you would expect previous generations to have done. Prince William was at the wheel and for a licence plate the car had the registration , Balloons and red, white and blue ribbons were hanging off the car. And then finally, It's the time to reveal Kate Middleton's wedding dress! Let me tell you, her wedding dress wans awesome! Simple yet noble. The floor-length ivory dress with lace detailing- design by Sarah Burton, assistant to McQueen for a decade before he committed suicide in 2010. Kate Middleton wore a diamond tiara and full veil! She looks beautiful with her lovely smile and the perfect wedding dress! =D After the wedding ceromony, Yes, It's the moment that everyone waiting for! The Balcony Kiss! =D Yeah, they kissed! Not once, But twice! How sweet! They just make everything feel like a fairytale come true. Their wedding also stated that anything can happen.Its jsut a heart moving story on how a commoner and a royal can fall in love.  Hope their love story will last foerever! God bless them! =)


Britain's Prince William kisses his wife Kate, Duchess of Cambridge, on the balcony of Buckhingham Palace, after their wedding service.


Saturday, April 23, 2011

The early bird gets the cheeeeese!

Had my breakfast in Setia Alam KFC yo! and it made my day!yay! :D
Cause my family and I never tried before the KFC AM smart breakfast meals, so we decided to cancel our 1st decision and our 2nd decision-Bah Kut Teh and Mc Donald.Sooooooo, we had er Cheezy Egg Bun Combo and a.m. riser combo.yea, no doubt, THEY ARE SO DELICIOUS man!hmm, I had one cheezy egg bun combo heheheeeee cause I like cheese!heheheh, by the way, They're really improved in their foods and also services. And the cost is so much NICER now even cheaper than MC D and pizza. =D And the manager right, gave us extra one cheezy egg bun plus one a.m. twister combo, tat cost RM4.00 and RM6.95 respectively! Nice man! My brother and dad sapu them after that.HAHA But not only us, other early birds on the spot get their extras too! Hmm, was thinking, that's because they want to fight with Mc D huh, if not, they banyak rugi,haha.

=D

=D

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

我想

清晨,阳光顺着门缝悄悄的流进屋子里,伸出手触摸,希望自己那颗冰冷的心能够感受到点点的温暖
一直以来,我总是希望自己能做个小女生,期盼着所有的事情都与我无关,我不会去计较,不会有得失,一直都那样淡淡的,轻轻浅浅的。

但是事实并不是这样,我会去计较。有时候常常自嘲,我很庸俗。也是,我不是圣人,我只是一个渺小到不能再渺小的俗女子,在现实这个偌大的洪流里每个人都不可能大言不惭的说自己是个圣人。因为现实太过残酷,你若不争,不抢,你必定是个失败者,最后只能徒留一声叹息。

春风吹,碎流年,往事飞,心却明。


有的人说,不会流泪的人,他的世界是黑暗的。

我不知道要怎么诠释这样的一句话,我觉得有些人,即便流着眼泪,他的世界也是黑暗的,因为麻木了,所以他们体会不到眼泪的甘甜苦涩。
以前,总觉得自己麻木了,其实我没有,我还有梦,我的梦在我的思维里潜伏,支持着我,鼓舞着我。

突然,我很想做一颗小草野茫茫中的小草,抑或是狂风暴中的,展现着自己的顽强与不屈。

突然,很想做一只南飞的候,征途迢迢,即便很累很累,但是为了看到南方湛蓝的大海,依然奋勇向前。
突然,很想做一只鹰搏击长空,与天比高,实现着自己的梦。

突然,很想做一条小河,流水潺潺,与大地抒怀。


太阳升起,月亮皎洁,心境澄澈,梦想依旧。





Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I believe


我一直都相信
時间是对伤口最好的療法
真的

一开始在淌血的   最终也会渐渐愈合
只不过   不完美的是   还会下很深的伤痕
不要小看这小小的伤痕
它会让沉睡的记忆苏醒

其实  這一道伤痕的深淺   当再被伤害后它決裂的程度
都取決於自己的勇气  堅強

经一事   长一智
其实是否真的得到?那就得看你自己的態度




Monday, April 18, 2011

What?!

If you never try you will never know.


yeaaaa so I should give it a try.-.-

FLY.hmm

Don't you all see tat? owh, my blog's title! I'd changed it to I wanna fly.
Nothing, suddenly feel wan to study and TASTE the overseas life there.huh. Australia! ._. Anyways, let's just forget about it okayyyy.
Ahhhh, Form 6 oh Form 6, really quite afraid of u. Hmm, heard that many friends goin to form 6 also, and then? huuuuuuh, It's scaryyyyy loh. Because they're all "smartIST" hey. Okay, stop thinking about that. Just now I called to Delta HQ and asked for the lower six tuition class( coz my mom's nagging) haaaaah, then guess what? ugh, they haven't started and the time table haven't out also.I was like wth?-.- This year really late lahhh, I remember last year April already started loh. Nevermind, hmmm, yesterday night felt very sleepy but can't sleep.Hey I don't know why like this loh okay, then as usual, I recalled back some memories, owh, they make me hiam hiam cry out.haha, but I didn't text any of them coz yesterday x2 riteeee, the Mr. Tao Niang didn't replied me. Yeah, he changed, our frenship changed.Ew, after that i text Heng Yang, then he told me the same thing also-Tao Niang didn't reply his text.HAHA. not funny lohhh, see, our friendship still there, but er hampir gone.LOL, I hope this kind of scary scary things won't happen again akay. I love my friends.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Feeling moody in the early morning, when having breakfast, scolded by mom ishhh. Actually it starts on yesterday, everything starts from yesterday. I don't know why i have to put a smile on my face when confronting my family, I tot family is the only my dearest and people tat can fully trusted by me? Tats why I won't keep my emotional secretly in front of them, really, I smile in front of them, cry in front of them, angry in front of them, yeah, since I was small kids, I did this, till now. But things change. :C Yeah, girls and boys are different, I know. And I never 4get the suck result I've got. Mom said I 4get bout tat.NO
I try my best to practise and learning while the coach is teaching. Mom said I swim well is becoz got entao coach there. NO
I can't find my goggle yesterday and I think I lost it somewhere. Mom said is becoz the entao coach there, tats why I don hav the heart to keep my thing properly.NO

Monday, April 4, 2011

Monday Blue

After staying at home and working for my mom for months, I start to feel very bored and start to miss my buddies. Feel so fresh and rejuvenate after had a Bah Kut Teh gathering and a 2 hours bicycling with my Ex-classmates. =), Yes, it's funnnn! And I was glad and happy tat at least 13 ppl turned up for the gathering and 8 ppl for bicycling after tat, we chatted with each other, we took few photos with each other, and we laugh out loud with each other. Ahhh, Monday again, yeah, Monday blue, i hate Monday seriously, feel like doing nothing while working, and really hope The form 6 tuition classes will be opening as soon as possible, and really eager to go to form six, coz I can't wait to study and I can't wait to have my brand new life, I know form 6 should be hard, but I really can't wait to study like hell. =)
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lazy to text them these few months, I will be very glad to text them if last year and few years ago, But now, just don wan to reply any of them.Ew. >_>

Sunday, March 27, 2011

huh,Yes, finaly, results was out on last 5 days, and yes, mine really suck as usual, but expected anyway.
I received motivation, and comfort from my family and friends, especially my parents after getting my results.I'm proud of my friends tat get such brilliant results, they deserved tat anyway. 3 years before this, I've no ambition, but I convinced to study hard in science stream as tats the one tat I chose by myself tat time.But, when time goes by, I didn't get wat I want actually and I ddin't do wat I promised to my parents and myself. Really feel sad to get this result and i really don't know how to face those frens who get more and more great results than mine. Ahhhh, and, one more thing expected. Relatives, frens keep on calling or texting me, and yeah, those aunts, Uncle Ong, and cousins keep on asking me and my mum bout my result this and tat, it's kind of annoyed for my mom, dad, and I. of course, I really feel sorry to them coz they need to tell those 38 relatives bout my shit result which is really can't get any compliment. On the meanwhile, they hav to accept the truth tat their daughter's frens all get good results like ah hoe 11As, Qiu Shuang 9 As, Ah Siok 11As, Yeemay and Bhui 7 As, Sharon 10As. But papa and mama still encourage me and comfort me. They let me choose between the colleges tat I want and Form 6. Yes, I just made up my decision few days ago, and I promise to do my best on it, for me, and my parents. Until now, I still feel the sadness on my result, but it's kind of motivation for me to remember this and I'll never repeat it again. By the way, I just met S coach yesterday and really glad to met him again, =) but too bad, I didn't get to hav a chat with him this time.And after tat, I went to Klang Parade and bought fast food from Popeyes, which is my dad's favourite. I rushed back home then to watch the MY FM Awards live and I get to watch my idol, LeeHom there, he's still awesome, caring, and handsome.He was being hugged a lot yesterday, I memorized a hug the most, which is bout a local female singer said something very touching, and she requested to shake Lee Hom's hand. Yes, she went to shake LeeHom's hand after she drop out her words. LeeHom gave her a big warm hug with encouragement, and kissed her cheek. It's really a big encouragement for her, and I was so touched and of course with a bit jealousy, to have such great hero of earth as my idol. =)
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♥ LeeHom ♥

Congratz to LeeHom for becoming the big winners last nite, Everything was awesome

Arghh, *jealous*..haha, but,he's nice and gentlemen lah LOL
Smile tat make all his fans fall in love to, cute! ;)
He looks good with this simple put on! =)
Aiyo, entau leh =))

  

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

成绩,预料之中

只是,还是无法接受

真的需要时间来平复

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

SOS

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Don't know wat to choose and wat to do
If I'm a straight-As student, then I think headache won't happened on me and my parents now. sigh
Just phoned to Taylor's, INTI Nilai, INTI Subang, IMU and my uncle about courses(counseling) and where-to-go.
A lvl, SAM, ADP, foundation, form 6 blah blah blah.
Planning to do foundation in sc in INTI Nilai then transfer to IMU but if can't study well in IMU, then hav to redo 1 or 2 sem or even will be kicked out by IMU, and heard tat the cert in IMU is just recognized in M'sia and Sri Lanka.LOL, and heard tat IMU not really good somemore the cost of the degree there is really expensive.On the other hand, I also planning to take sam in Taylor's but after 9 months for the programme, what to do for the rest degree years in Australia?hav to choose good Uni that got the course that i want to continue also.what about the earliest plan, form 6? LOL, stpm results just announced yesterday and I get to know tat my frens in sc stream just get 2 point something. One fella tat get 7 A's in SPM get 2.8 something in stpm and another one who get 11 A1 in SPM also didnt get even 3.5, he get 3.3.See, those who're really talented in sc can't even get the results they want,so I don't think I can go for form 6. it's Super duper tough for me, should be suffering coz I'm stupid enough anyways.
How? Taylor's SAM 28March intake and INTI foundation 21March intake, so have to decided fast and wise.I really don't know what I can go in now. sigh
SOS
help.orz

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Promised

Valentines's over and it means nothing to me actually, balloons everywhere, couples everywhere, chocholates everywhere, but who cares? LOL, at least I don care bout them.
Uhhhhhhhhh, just made a decision, yeah, I just deactivate my facebook account, reason? (it's a secret. :)
feeling useless recently but can do nothing, useless rite?
haha, parents don wan me to study SAM and A lvl coz they said my standard not tat high and can't afford to study those stuff, and if I really make myself in it, I'll fail, surely.
See, I know what my parents think, thats why I oways don hav confident, coz i never been trusted, not even my dearest papa and mama.
They want me to study foundation, foundation! I don wan it coa the cert not really nice and good enuf for my future sake. They know, but they said they just can do tat and let me study tat coz they said I really cant study a lvl or SAM.How sad. It's a sad case, sad case! Just visited a doctor, thanks to him becoz he helped me to heal my face last time due to sensitivity on chlorine and fluorine. And today, we visited him again to check again for my face and my brother who's sick right now. We chatted with each other in the meanwhile and throughout the conversation, my mom knows he studied for medic in India for 7 years( after spm). These made my mom think of my brother and I. Somemore just now he asked my bro for his results. And I can see tat mom really moody after tat and having bad tempered tat time and even now, yes, still. She's thinking too much tat why her children can't score flying colours and study hard and well. i wish, I'm talented, I wish, I have a good brain, I wish, I'm hardworking, I wish, I can be a professionals, But.... who don't want to? Sorry mom, I wish hav and I can, to full fill ur hopes, but, I'm not able to do so. I'm not genius type, I'm not hard=worked type, I'm not brainy type. I'm slow in thinking and studying, I'm bad in calculating and memorising, but I'll try my best for myself, and both of u. I promised.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

One more random post

cny goin to over and I'm goin to face my result on March 10.
AND of course, my further study, college? Form 6? I don't know.
What course? I don't know.
and please, don't said I love u and then dissapear again and again, it's like your mind is somewhere far away and I cannot get there seriously. No more texting, no more chatting, and no more calling, it's okay.
And PLEASE, you, stop asking me why there's no topic between us, I don't know.
sigh, working with my mom, fetch her go and back, swimming lessons, facebook-ing, gml-ing, what else I can do while waiting my result? But at least I got a work tat let me won't feel so lifeless, but arghh, life still sucks.
Mom keep on asking me to call this college tat college and asking me to surf the net bout courses, colleges bla bla bla. SAM? A-level? STPM? ADP? CPU? Foundation? don ask me, I don't know. I dont even know what's my interest and what can I study.
I'm always thinking this and that, and tats why I can't sleep well every night.shit u.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Random

I can see some friend's new life through facebook
and I can also see that how things change in their life and my life as well.
Studying in Colleges, working part-time, making new frens, having new relationship and whatsoever.
Everybody is like busy about their life and I noticed that something just changed so fast like ...to take an example, friendship? we won't chat with each other now although we on in the same time, I can't really find out the point in their status which about in their study, their life, their new frens, and etc.
honestly that feeling isn't good but these all were expected.LOL
I knew it , just that I didnt know it happened so rapid.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

糟糕

糟糕
彻底把他的心给毁了
我也不想的
希望你幸福,快乐!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Emptiness

Emptiness filled me today. Everyone is going to school today and I was supposed to do the same 


for the past decade yet I'm staying at home missing the awesomeness of my school life. :C


And one more thing, many frens are goin to attend their National Service, and of course, some


 are goin to college to study, some are working and Me? THATS THE MAIN POINT.don't ask 


me what about me, YES, my answer is I DON KNOW, i just full of emptiness, I lost my way, I 


don't know what to do, and thats all, bye bye.


ish.