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3 days of celebration. Birthday Eve, Actual Birthday and belated Birthday. With different gang, different friends. :) A difficult year for me this year I would say, unexpected things happened, shits happened, yet full of laughter and happiness also, in High school, Klang, with bunch and bunch of friends. I tried things that I've never tried before. You know, I wished before, and It happened, but in the way that giving me hints. I've got more than I expected, but yet I realize It went the other way. I gave up :)

2012, I didn't really celebrated, but you know, friends, celebrated three days with different gang, not bad huh ? :)) Now I know I have lots of friends hahaha, will cherish them in my life. And guess Alzheimer doesn't work at this place, my heart :) 

With YL,WH, YM BH and SY :)) <3

Today's celebration with YM, JJ, JH, CS, YY, Yuwa, Peter and TK :))

My presents all :)) out of my expectations, Hmm, somehow haha !
AND YOU KNOW WHAT ? I GOT A KLANG AREA MAP FROM JJ AND GANG  LOOOL

LOL, my car, nice decoration.

My Birthday cake in class 

After school at SCM at Wong Kok with lee Hom's songs all.

PFF

Nothing's special today, just, uh, many things to do, I mean, still got 10 plus peta minda to go

and I wanna complete them tonight. 

Econs, BM, PA, oh and MUET, this Saturday got MUET exam. Hmm.

Why blog today ?

What I wanna say is damn, I miss you guys so so much.

Sue Jean, Sharon, Yijia, Kia Hooi, Ray, Carine, Joey, Ah Lai, Ah Sim, Ah Zhan and gang all. :(

Guess you people now are doing very good.

Looking forward to meet you guys seriously, straight after exam, I promise. :(

Stupidity kills

Feel to shut up my door behind me, turn off the music and cry out loud. I mean, really loud.

I never know that I'm still playing this role, stupidity says It all.

I'm stupid enough.

I'm killing inside, here, silently.

人越长大，就越习惯压抑内心的真实感受，不再放声大哭放声大笑，什么都只是淡淡的点到为止。好像越来越没有什么事，可以伤心到落泪，再也找不出，释放伤感的出口。如果可以狠狠流出眼泪，就说明心没有干涸。现在明明感觉到痛，却再也无法畅快的流泪。这种感觉,太不真切

10/7

Well, two days off will be very awesome I know.
Because, today was an awesome off day for me.
I JUST SKIPPED TODAY'S CLASS HELL YEAH :D
AND IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME WOOOH !
See, I don't need to carry newspapers and sell them out and I don't need to drive to school and back from school alone. It will be great for me If I don't need to do all these things in school hahahaha !
Alright, had breakfast with my family today, weekday breakfast man :D
The only chance to happen in holidays and yes, If I skip school ;)
The jungled-up feeling btw, which happened 8 minutes ago just now.

Life's good, stay positive :D

Anyways, WESLEY CHAN'S SPEECH WAS AWESOME !  He's good :)

8/7/2012

I actually think you're the lucky one, or I should say, you're very lucky ?
I mean, stop saying that you're sad and stop tweeting that k.
You're much more luckier and at least, much more better than someone.
I've been always asking myself, that always asked by many friends too.
I don't understand why people keep on complaining about something. I just don't get It.
Perhaps, they don't know a person like me do exist, like a tau ke soh do exist.
I hate that kind of feeling, It sucks to the max, like squeezing your breath till you can just barely breath.
Wanna give up at time, one thing I'm sure is I'm not sure whether I've kept my promise or I break my promise myself.
Laughed like a retard, talked like a retard, asked like a retard, not really my style.
I told myself I'm not going for this and yet, I'm moving towards It. Yes, corruption I know. Somehow, I realize It, but I just don't want to face It.
Btw, I like David Choi's music, that heart warming and heart breaking pieces that can't be found and replaced.
And Jin's new video, ah, thumbs up for his production. :)
Like the description of the latest video that released today.

Sometimes we just want to be with the person that we like, but when they don't like you back, you really want them to be happy and at the same time, you don't. 

It's pretty true. Hmm.