End of June

Last day of June babeh, ahhhh, I can smell the coming of July and yeaah, mom's birthday today ! :)))
Gotta enjoy last day of June to the max and hope mom will have a blessed birthday this year :)
So school's clubs all is going to come to an end, except newspapers thing, It's a super burden dahell -.-
Like Koperasi, the HEM that what I've joined in form six, finally came to an end with agm, and what seniors all waiting for is the farewell party. Formal and informal, ahh how great, we got both farewell party babeh ! :D So I was leading three juniors to handle their risalah task, which they did It great and performed well on the perasmian day. The moment I saw juniors all went up to give speech on that day, gotong-royong which I still remmebered during my year Jin Hong caught a mouse hahahha. And yeap, the super formal and glamour kinda event --- AGM. Finally I gave one of the juniors my post and I'm going to pass my job to her on Wednesday. First sight wasn't that important after all, but yea, time proves everything and I can see her ability :) She is Choong Sern's junior and so yea, she will be handling my post till the day to pass off to another person someday. I know she will doing her job good. and he will be proud of her. ._.  Ahhh, I want my mp, so now I can shout out loud about this wooooh yeah ! :D
Hahhh, kay, my very first time in participating such event held by school, the so called ball, Masquerade ball. haha what a glamour name to give to a ball. I decided to go on Friday night, which I have to attend It after two days, Sunday. It's a rush one but that's It. I wanted to go with reason. Ddin't feel regret that I went because of friends bonding, we all enjoyed the night in our own way. Photograph session was funny and yea, I love the moment that everyone's eating and laughing cause of Peter's complain of his foods, the jelly that we all regretted to take, the moment Jay choose red Jelly after seeing our face expression on trying the blue ones, the annoying uncle that keep on disturbing when I want to take people's photos, the prayers that we all did together cause of jay and Pete, ahhh, the 500 degree of gravity ? wth. Beatbox performance, singing, dancing, everything. :) A great night I would say !
Surprisingly, I've received one of my good friend's text recently. Don't tell me you went to Italy and you found the missing part inside your heart. Don't simply say I'm mad cause of not replying your text. Bullshyt.
And first time ffk by friend, feel like shyt also obviously. texting, calling all not really help much. :/
forgive doesn't mean forget la macha.

Photos ? ahh, tomorrow la ! :)

Ikr !

Guess people now are rocking over there, with Michael Learns To Rock :)
I have the ticket with me right now, but I don't wanna go.
Made up my mind last few days, but who knows, friends all not going and told me last minute. wth, luckily I've made the decision that I'm not going.
So guess I have made the right decision ? haha, I don't know. By the way, there're another angelic voices over another place. The twins, Sonia and Janice are singing in Dataran Malawati too. Hope everything is smooth there. Too bad, I can't drive till that far and meet this two angels :/
Alright, I don't know what shyt happened on me till I promised friend to go to the ball.
My first time goin to a ball ?! wth, ask my friend around, they will show you the unbelievable face.
So yeah, a fast decision made up in my mind and in one night, I agreed to go after Yee May told me she just got her mom's permission. I get mine too, so, yes, I'm going.
I wanted to go, just waiting permission all, and yes, seriously I wanted to go. Not for showing off or what cause HAHA I got nothing to show off, I don't have nice dress, I don't have stunning outfit, I don't know how to make up and I'm not that extrovert. I wanted to go, with the dress that I have and without any cosmetics on. SO, THE PURPOSE THAT I GO TO THE BALL ? Nah, I know right :(
I don't wanna feel regret because I know, this is the only time and chance.

4 hours and 15 minutes' ugly duckling.

You Jelly ? No, I guai leng gou.

The day started with heavy rain, rejuvenating air and hell yeah, It started, finally.
One more step to go for third place, how near.
If time can rewind, I won't looked right, I won't. So maybe things could be different or, remain the same, who knows ? at least I enjoyed my run very much ! Owh, and get a silver medal for girls group
We were just way to awesome :DDD
Alright, running. Definitely won't forget that kind of eyesight. :)
We're standing on the same stage, somehow :/
Ah, Mr Jay's talking about Jelly now. So yes, I'm totally Jelly, but guess you wouldn't know what am I jelly for, LOL Just, Jelly :/ Plainly.

Jelly cause It doesn't work that way

Jelly cause at least you can talk It that way

Jelly about the rewards that you're urging 

Jelly, the distance.

I'm way too far behind

I'm totally out of the lane.

Far Far away.

Jelly ? No, I guai leng gou. :/

Thoughts controller

So I always have the negative thoughts, that control my mind and make me feel tired all day.
The reason why I love swimming is when you sink your head into the water, to get the coolest and tranquil feeling, let the water brush all your bad mood off. Or take a free style will do, swim until you feel super tired, wanted to stop and feel your heart beat. You're breathing hard and yes, you will feel much more better after all.
So, running. I love to see people run actually, or I should say sports ? Futsal, ping pong, badminton, running, diving, any sports will do. I love to watch and somehow I'm not the pro type, but I would be the type that sitting aside and watch people playing these.
I'm trying my best to become at least active a bit, by joining sports event that held by school, Merentas desa, uji tara, and here comes the real sports day, running. Somehow I don't like running anymore. Today. I hate you.

Feel like dying so hard.
A (4.00) = 75-100 marks
A- (3.67) = 70-74 marks
B+ (3.33) = 60-69 marks
B (3.00) = 50-59 marks
B- (2.67) = 45 – 49 marks
C+ (2.33) = 40-44 marks
C (2.00) = 35-39 marks
C- (1.67) = 30-34 marks
D+ (1.33) = 25-29 marks
D (1.00) = 20-24 marks
F (0.00) = 0-19 marks


I'm not even in 3.00 range, instead, I got 2.9. Kill me please.

Tuesday blues

Went to Stadium Sulaiman today, with mix feeling. I wanted to go for the run but then yeaaaa, friends all not going, got friends, but not really close right :/ Kay, so I super hate this kind of feeling, that like I'm foreveralone, like a weirdo that don't have friends. Luckily I met Kartini and Ern Kuing la, they made my day and accompanied me till the end. I'm not a sport kaki, so I was super nervous for my running. You know, first time running in front of people, first time of joining sports event. So, It was pretty good that I am kong get second place and able to join final on actual Sports Day I think......
What else ? Yeaaa, econs. My first failing paper in form six. three more marks to go, teacher is too mean that dislike us to write essays all in other way, she hates us for going tuition. But not saying blaming la, I'm still passing with low marks If she's not mean. This pull my day down and who cares Monday Blues ? Tuesday got Its blues too. I think I should just jail myself.

6月11日很特别咩? :P

今天星期一 是上半年的第一天
做在座位 拿着刚分来的考卷 有种说不出的感觉
考得 不好
每次都听人家说 考得好不好 没关系 最重要的是尽力就好
无可否认 考试的时候 我是真的尽力了 问题是 考试之前呢
我做的准备 充分吗 够吗 我 真的尽力了吗
星期日早已有预感 今天 我的心情 是蓝色的 Monday blues 不是吗
我知道 我都知道 能做的不多 顶多只是收拾心情想前看
跟自己比就好
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苦就苦了那粒西瓜橙 明明今天生日 又被我们放鸽子
喂 鸽子是爱好和平的好吗 只是不想 真的不想 带着这样的脸去见si fu咯
最多我欠这粒西瓜一分礼物?哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 manmandeng.jpg
西瓜橙这个人 太容易相处 可怕至及 你不会知道这个人 在镜眶前 是多么的呆
相处下去 你才知道 他并不呆 而是炸人留渣 道理 哲理 样样 通的人
其实半桶水而已啦 :3
然后喜欢Lim teh 不用靠印象啦 看就懂 这个人 没有食物不可以
徒弟我也一样 :) 看他那天跟我抢糖果和巧克力就懂 -.-
对了西瓜橙这个人 人太好 太容易吃亏 还好不是女的 要不然 还得了?
哈哈哈哈哈 好是好在这个人女人缘够好 吧
Aiyahhhh今天如果真的不信息他不懂怎样叻? 哈哈哈哈
好啦,生日快乐,老一岁的Sifu ! :)
希望未来的你 会是一个快乐,幸福的人
加油 下次见到你又不知道是什么时候 希望你更幼稚 ! 人家说 幼稚的人都是快乐的嘛 ! :)
我考试也要加油咯,要等你请客 :)
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 !
11.59分的生日信息好了 ;)

No, I don't know.

Not more than 10 post after last two years. Great.

I mean, why you like ? I don't get It.

Wanted to text you during lower six, but then, I forgot.

Yes, forgot.

and please, Beans, don't tell me Ms Lim's students sure okay

I'm not. I'm not Top ah Top, I'm just the normal homo sapiens

nobody I mean.

有时候 世界太复杂 人太虚假 容易把你忘记 容易把你留在原地

美丽的世界 太缤纷 人的心 太难测 

有时候真的 做自己 就好 

For Sifu

Hello sifu ! :DDD hahahah *waving hands*
So finally the day, that intruder planting trees in my blog -_____-
hahahha, I don't care, I will still blog what I want to blog, write what I want to write ! :D
Don't worry, I emo only come here to write emo stuffs hahaha !
Btw, wanna tell you that I'm super active on Twitter too :PP Facebook lil bit sien dy :$
Take care
Life's good. Heh.