Oops,they noticed.

雯昀: 做么你最近emo emo 的?
tats wat my fren asked me yesterday.

wenyun: 2day i saw u sad sad de in class.No matter wat happen, remember to smile=). sad sad de not cute jor.
tats wat my another fren texted me testerday.

fab: 你做么最近酱sad?什么事har?
tats wat my father asked me yesterday.

姐,你最近有心事是吗?
tats wat my sister asked me yesterday.

wei,最近我真的酱伤心么?

Air, i need you. =(

Mood swings recently,totally pressured.
I can cry anytime, and smile anytime.
See, how serious am I..haha....
I hate life.

I'm not very happy Okayyy????!!!

Our conversation just now:
Teacher: So,hows ur trial result?

A: Straight A's

...Teacher:O..then wat bout u?

B: Same. Straight A's.

Teacher: Wen Ying, u?

Me: Er....

Teacher: U?
C: 7 A's.

So,wat should i feel? =(

你不知道的事

我最讨厌星期一和星期六
因为在这两天我都必须忍耐,必须默认自己的能力,必须让人看穿我的弱点
那种眼神,那种语气都不是我想要看到的
当然,今天也不例外,今天,我会坚强吧?
有面对这种压力的
我相信应该没有别人了
所以,没有人会了解,明白我的心情...
一切就顺其自然吧~
希望风赶紧把这些烦恼带走,我,不想要...

如果我是蒲公英那该多好...

Today I ponteng school to had my driving test
and YES!
Finally, I passed it and I can drive on the road! woot~
of course, I felt happy about that because no need go for the driving lessons
No more driving lessons, no more suffering, I meant my hands and legs! They're sooo pain after having the driving lessons...LOL
And....today is also a sad day, because today is my last addmaths tuition in Delta with teacher Mr. Low
There's no doubt that he is really a good teacher and he is good in motivating his student.
I will never forget his teaching method, his zi lian heng and his words for us.
Seems today is our last Form 5 adddmaths tuition, he took about an hour to give us our last advise about our study and SPM...His words really made me think a lot, alot..By the way, he took our picture by using his apple ipod and he opened a song for us and asked us hold our friend's together and try to sing the song.
I will never forget the moment, it's just very very touched. In the addmaths tuition, I have learnt many many …
and of course, I knew many friends from different schools and I really enjoy the time together with them...chatting, sleeping, joking, learning,....and many many more...I love them sooo much.
I promise to myself, I will do my best for my SPM.

That's the official responsible for my driving test xD

圈住泪

我,翘课了,翘了补习班的课
补了也没用,因为我的心空了,累了
一放学就冲到巴士然后恨不得马上回家
我实在太逊了
没想到我也有一落千丈的一天
以前的我是如此的为自己而骄傲
现在呢?
大家应该都在背后嘲笑我吧?
那值得嘲笑
怎么办?我不想松懈下来了
我不能
我要圈住泪
加油
我不能认输
当初失败不认输的雯昀
该回来了

思绪

有时真的会想,我为何会到这个世界
是为了看那和熙阳光
还是看黑夜里的寂寞
是为了看生命的精彩?
还是看生命的黯淡?
是为了看人生的悲欢?
还是人生的喜乐?
我知道, 那些, 我都要经历

我只能说人类的世界,
太复杂, 太多谎言
我已经无法分辨
人类所说的话是出自于
真心话还是什么
有时真的很累
不想去想这么多
但是我不想让自己成为那受伤的人
好想来世做个刺猬
但是,那太孤单寂寞了
那,并不是我想要的

对了,妈妈说了一件事
她说,这世界变了,从前的女性走路
的姿势斯斯文文,步伐缓慢,
衣着有多长就有多长,尽量穿多些布料
不让自己受冻着凉
现在的女性则走路步伐太急
衣着有多短就有多短
放眼望出车外
嗯,的确,是这样的
其实,这世界真的变了
要找到一个真心的人实在太难了
谎言往往是人类的借口
都是借口

10.10.10 PERFECT TEN!!!

Today is a very special day to all couples. 10.10.10 PERFECT TEN!according to the report,it happened only one time in a hundred years~cool man! Wooots :D
And it is very romantic day,obviously.
But, it doesn't mean anything to me,because I have no partner...LOL
It feels good because i love freedom but it makes me down sometimes...haha
Anyway,I have family and friends! and i Love them soooooooooo much..XDD

yeah,i love them...10.10.10 as chinese called it as十全十美...But i don't think everything will be perfect,i meant nothing will be perfect...That's the fact,proven.Maybe i will change my perspective one day?haha...maybe.

这世上
有形形色色的人
他们,都带着面具么?
不知道
人心难测

5天假期
心里其实很清楚要怎么过
也很努力
甚至下定决心做些事
最后
行动
却不是如此
有够悲哀的

预考终于过了
最害怕的,还不就是成绩?
当然,预考过后,没有过后了
下一场
就是活到这么久以来,努力到这么多年以来
恶梦都会有的
中五SPM考试
它决定我的未来
摆动着我生命的巨轮
指使着我以后要走的路程

没错
我是后悔了
那是我预料之外的,正是
但我尽量
不让它杯具,不让它坏掉
因为我知道它对我实在很重要
过去的追不回,现在必须反败为胜
努力争取到底

笑不出
但
心脏还算强

Decision had made

Tomorrow is physics' turn,it sounds bad,very bad.
I hate Physics...But i think i will love it if i understand everything about it.
The calculation,the explaination, the defination, the principles and bla bla bla
there're really too many things that have to understand.
I wish i can undestand physics from form 4, but,yes,i failed to do so.
is it because that i'm a straight forward person so i can't understand physics well?
oh no,not only physics,also Chemistry,addmaths and Biology
Till now,i cannot see my future i meant,i still below the average and, i don't know that
how BRIGHT will my future be,and what's my career after that?How's my life?
They are to many things to considered.Oh my~
AND I have made a decision,just because of one of my old friends said somethin to me today...
his words make me think a lot, a lot,thanks him by the way.
Alright, I think that it's the time to found out the original ME!
I can't live with facebook
I can't live with blogs
I can't live with laziness.
I can't live with GML.
That's alll.
I will only on my facebook and everything after SPM,seriously.
I have to take into account about my result and my future.
God bless me...  =D

Life,still the same

I hate Facebook.
It is a spoiler of my life.
Why?lol..coz i have to on and off it everyday and it really wasted my times.a lots.
YES..i am addicted.SH*T IT!
2moro still got tuition,still got trial,still got school life.
My life still the same,bored,always.
Later still have to revise my Biology paper 3,if not,haha,i wil die for the exam 2moro.
My life still the same,bored,always.
I wish to change my life to a an active one,at least not like this,now
maybe i will on my life like that,but next time then.
Life,still the same,bored always.