Sunday, April 29, 2012

Bravo

Didn't feel better until I saw those texts. Bravo.
Somehow I don't need to care so much and seriously I should just let the water flow
Struggling for the whole day, the another day and yes, today, but I think It's the time to stop and chill out.
If he got any complaints to you, yes he will tell, and the truth is he doesn't want you to know something of him, he doesn't really care of what you're thinking. So see, you're such a loser in friendship. Thinking too much, over caring and loving not really help but hell yeah, you're digging a hole for yourself and get hurt. Knowing the truth was hurt but better than taking the privilege to be such stupid. Thank you for the message and thanks for the great lesson by the way, Bravo.
15 Days to mid-term. I SEE YOU !

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Haih

Guess what ? I'm having the same mood as yesterday. Even worse. I mean, after reading my friend's blog
I feel much more sorry to him and I never knew that we can really set him up. But see, things already happened and I can just sit here, write my blog and do nothing. I said sorry to him but still, I cannot forgive myself for being such a prankster. I was the head of the planner and I was the most excited one after knowing that he got pranked, and yes, I bet I was the one who regretted the most. Knowing that he did all single things, and the call will be broadcasted, on air and listened by everyone I felt more worst when I heard that he got laughed by friends yesterday during tuition, and I could hardly imagine that what will happened on him on Monday in school. And one more, I hate people who didn't reply my message but people are people, I'm also part of them. I didn't reply friend's text sometimes, and so I know I have no rights to hope for a reply. Maybe It's not important to reply me but at least a yes, noted, or even a word "K" ? 

Sigh really defines everything. Words and typing not really helped me release my stress and I still can't put a smile on my face. I hope everyone will be like forgetting this thing as time goes by, and I hope our friendship is still there. Exam is around the corner, mid-term killer. So perhaps everyone don't feel to bother this thing much and just focus on studies ? Hope so lah.

Friday, April 27, 2012

Imma Prankster

So, I feel so bad, just now, yeaaa, until now
Pranked my good friend through radio station, Fly FM
Didn't think that he will get pranked so easily but yes, It just happened.
he did what the DJ asked him to do, like measure his mouth by using his fist etc
And then he was like super emo just now :(((((( thinking to get a plastic to cover his face to school and
he said he's dead,  :( I shouldn't have did this to him, this is not funny at all laaaaaaaaaaaa :(

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Sad la !

Never expect. Never assume. Never ask. And never demand. Just let it be. If it's meant to be, it will happen.
I hate you, so much thank you ! D:

Apa?!

I hate this kind of feeling, like shit. :(
Even you failed to make me smile.
Yes, I'm super stress recently :(((

Saturday, April 21, 2012

了吗?

我不想被 多余的幻想 吞咽
那很糟 好吗
有时候 知道了却只能保持沉没的那种感觉
有时候 被超越的那种感觉
有时候 被忽略的那种感觉
有时候 被蒙在鼓里的那种感觉
有时候 明知到不可能又存有希望的那种感觉
有时候 讨厌却不能说出来的那种感觉
有时候 心情很糟谁也不能说只能走走的那种感觉
知道了故事的进出 其实没有帮助到我多少
三岁小孩都知道的道理
你 到底 懂不懂
专心念书吧

要加油



Monday, April 9, 2012

下雨了,开始吧

外面的雨下得真大
可惜我闻不到雨水,也看不到外面盆里的鱼
突然有股冲动,想要到外面去闻一闻雨的味道,看一看那些小鱼
不知道他们是否安全,毕竟这雨实在是太大了,这雨对他们来说应该是场雷雨大袭击吧,
又或许他们觉得这种天气是他们躲在小荷花叶下的最佳欢乐时光,自由自在
多好是吧? :)
雷雨大袭击就留给泥土里勤奋储存食物的小蚂蚁好了.
说真的,这种天气,躲在被窝里睡觉再也适合不过
不知怎么最近很困,很爱睡,真的深怕驾这车都会睡着
咖啡茶什么的对我真的 没有效啦,其实这样算是幸福么?
栽头就睡的人,很幸福吧?至少朋友是这样说我的,他们面临失眠问题,想睡一觉都难
所以事实证明我很幸福? 呵呵
                      *******************************************
最近学校课业忙死了,这是我脑袋里传出的讯息,很清醒的一个讯息,但是我不得不承认我懒啦
其实不是最近课业忙死了,是应该说应该在忙着课业,忙到要死的那一种...所以"其实"这两个子很重要,拿掉就可以骗人去了.所以....三岁小孩的谎话我竟然拿来骗我自己,杯具啊啊啊 !
好吧,昨天看了一下日历,望了那堆书本,是时候不要让自己对不起自己了
加油 



Thursday, April 5, 2012

四月了.哦

停歇的脚步
并没有让我特别好过
但是至少
我还是热血的

我知道有些事不可能发生
所以我宁愿选择放弃
放弃不代表真正的放下
而是知道自己做不到
所以宁愿放手
有时候对自己好
真的是天经地义

有时候
紧握着拳头继续前进
才是王道