Writing the day 728

Yesh, Am officially 18, hey doesn't mean I have to grow mature or what, I have to emo sometimes okay 

Alright, 728 my big day, surprised by friends at class, gosh they brought cake to school for meeee =D

I am the one who don't know how to express my feeling and speak out my feeling well to friends, no matter happy or sad one, I would rather keep it inside my heart and maybe will share to friends if I can't  wait to share the most happy or sad one. And errrrr, maybe it depends to whom and timing is the most important thing.

After that errr, impressed by Zheng Sheng's voice laaah, nice! *Thumbs up* and hey no doubt, he's a music playlist, call him up anytime if u need him to sing for u, he's just so kind to share his voice and music for us.*wink wink* 

Hmmmmmmmmm, okayyyy, after that on my big day, guess what? Yes, disappointed yet speechless. A sudden shock full filled all my nerves, okay, a bit sad maybe. haha. Just don't feel to talk more after that, and just feel that I was the same person as last year, doesn't change much. And just feel disappoint on what I've get for my feedback from my hard work, efforts, everything. Really LOTS of hard work I've put in but yet hmm, nope, not really get the one I hope. Maybe I should wish but not put my hope on it, sometimes it really works and won't make you feel so down if u just wish but not hope because u know people always wish when they strive hard but they know they won't get it, yes yes they maybe get it but the possibilities is somehow lower. I know right, so I did. 

So how? mood swings on my big day huh? LOL, actually it's okay, I just don't want my parents or friends to sense my bad mood that day. Smiley on my face is the best way to cover up everything, it reminds me not to care so much also. thanks to my friends who wished me and said Congratulation for me that day, for my Birthday or post that I've got.

Perhaps, everything not that bad and negative after all, I've met some true friends and know how to keep myself calm and chill. Learn from failure, learn to be strong and learn to be brave. you know people will laugh at your back, let you fall, take advantages from you, traps and everything, but smile to them is always the best weapon ever. Strive hard, do your best and prove to them that they're wrong to do so or what so ever and also prove to yourself that you can do it, you live for yourself, not for them. I did my job with all my hard works and efforts on it, and I know I didn't do anything wrong because that's my responsibilities to do it. get the feedback or not is another saying, you just have to learn something new and feel something that u unexpected. Life- not matter what happened, you just have to run like a crazy man. Life is always awesome no matter what.  

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Huuuuuuuuuh, too many things that I've to go through and express. Just have to cry out loud and settle everything, life still the same, sometimes dark or what I know right. TEEHEE =D everything will be fine after all. ugh hope so

No offence,just want to scold me myself as a stupid that know how to say but don't know how to do. back to emo woots. btw, thanks to bloggers for preparing a nice stage for me to drop down all those stupid stuffs that hard reveal to anyone (=

 BTW, HB 18th to myself =D

吧生高级中学（High School Klang)华文学会第二届文娱汇演

Yesterday was an awesome day okay! The event tat hold by High Skul Klang =)
Enjoyed and appreciated their hard works =)
And and and guess what? I get to take photo with my little idol Kah Jun and gave him my little booklet (actually is a card but more look alike a booklet LOOL!) oh and his autogrpah Awwwwww =D
Hope he'll keep it nicely and get motivated by my words, really salute the way he copes with his music life but not the emo way okayy! HAHA! And, shocked to see he took the booklet's photo and posted up on his fb wall, OH GOSH! =D hope he'll like it after all. And, I won't comment anything on tat cause I never hope to get anything(feedback? NOOO LOL) from him, it's just a way to thank his music and hardwork and everything. Worth to do tat for him =)

=D

Fansssss? aha XD

(=

Hmm?

Ugh, still hectic as usual.
koku's activities, interviews, competitions, meetings, LOTS.
By the way, just experienced High school's Koku's day, well, so it's quite fun, yet a bit tiring XD
Rushed two stall at the same time Errr...spaghetti and Limau ice syrup in ELS and Lucky draw for St. John. =)
And went into ghost house, eh, is ghost house laaa, tolong XD HAHA, not scary also blehhhh =p
Nice experience lah actually haha.


Hmmmmmmmmmm, can you stop blowing behind me? =/ And stop THAT please. :O
and, disect! Hmm, nope, not for me, It's for Bio student okayyy. D=
Exam coming, I hate exam :X


nah, my turn to emo today.

对不对？

感觉对了

可惜不是时候

                                                                                        喂 你再不去读书你就死定了你

没什么

有时希望自己就这样答应
但是知道那种感觉不会长久
所以每次都一笑置之
随便带过
最后销声匿迹
回头看一看
只能摇头微笑


眉锁

HSK Sports Day!

Next, HSK Sports Day! =D
Quite excited towards it because I am involving in the marching, Watkins rocks! HAHA
Hey, my very first time in marching okay? HAHA, It was a great and brand new experience for me.
Well, feel to join marching this time because want to realise my hope during my secondary old times, although didn't have siao po gang in marching with me this time, still, I went for the marching with me alone. ALONE.
Yes, I dare, just want to gain the marching new experience in my life and feel the marching, the first marching in my life, hell, what am I doing during my secondary school? LOL. After the two days of raptai and practice, finaly, our marching group was ready for the Sports Day. And guess what? didn't expect some seniors joined our marching on the second day, include Yat Hong(my foster), chief( Yee May's foster), and some librarians seniors. =))
Okay, Sports Day, actually I just enjoyed the opening of the Hari Sukan, LOL, after marching all that, I had some photo shooting with friends, seniors, then I went back after that. Met Ooi Wen Ying during Sports Day and asked for a photo shooting with her because we're having a same name HAHA, then also took some photos with foster, sifu, and friends =) Errrr, It's a tiring day because had mt econs tuition after my marching, totally exhausted LOL, BUT, everything is worth. Know that we Watkins grabbed the last place this year and the perbarisan, Er...we also didn't get 1st or second ,knew through a talkative seniors at the tuition centre there. Hmm, actually what I want to say is no matter what we get, we still the champion for the overall, everyone is the champion of the day, our spirit and memories will last forever. By the way, congratz for the winner champion of the day, Sulaiman and the second place, Mallory. And alsso the champion for the marching, Sulaiman and the seond place, Ross. I love the theme of the Ross! haha, Pirates, cool huh? =D Yea, COOL. =D
GAHHHHHHHH, blackyyy, need time to become fair d lah :/
see the photos down there LOL

The paiseh heng foster, found that he's super duper talkative when meet up with his gangs LOL

Tembikai sifu, pirate of the day ahaha.

Jack,  got look alike? LOL

Elizabeth! She looks gorgeous <3

Watkins ROCKS! Er, the 30s. XD

Say goodbye to June and welcome July!

Fuhhhhh, life still the same, hectic and yet I still facebook-ing and blogging right now. haha
Just went to kem Integrasi at Morib Banting with 6B1, 3, 5, and my class, 6B7.Er, It's a 2 days 1 night camp =))
It was a great camp and I enjoyed it very much, the motivation talks, games, Exploration with friends at night, sing-K session, photo shooting with crazy gang.....ah, nice and precious memories. =)
Yeah, knew many friends throughout this camp and yes, get motivated A BIT Blek =p haha, and reached the target and the purpose of this camp: become crazy, berani and tak tahu malu LOL nice experiences that get during the exploration, we ate raw onion and acted like crazies to ask for tumpang, and how dare for us to sxplore in cemetery and record a 5 minutes video! We, group 5 got champion for the exploration and get the 2nd place for the overall. How nice right? =)

Group 5 ROCKS! =)

Friends ah, crazy friends HAHA