Study hard, swim hard ;)

于是教练已经飞往UK
续他的律师梦 然后看到他的状态后
我的第一个反应就是 哇 ！好快！ :)))
而我也该收起任性 懒散的性格
嗯
是时候整理下思绪
清除心里那些没有必要提起还有在意的事情
只要收在心底就好（吧
毕竟我是人啊啊啊啊，怎么可能完全不去care
咿呀
算了，于是教练真的让我清醒了很多
突然觉得我还有很多事还没有做
还没完成

To all my students, study hard, swim hard ;)
哦也 老师加油啦 :) Best Of Luck for ya ! God bless.

Time to wake up because September gonna end soon.

So, Hello there ! yea, I'm talking to the air in my bloggie haha
Since, just few person know this blog of mine. Soooo, still feel safe on it.
Hmmmm, so fast huh? Old friends, we didn't chat for months. LOL, how are you?
Suddenly feel to meet up with you guys and girls...Suddenly I miss my old life and suddenly feel sad that my new friends going to graduate and will be leaving, soon.
Within months...just imagine that within months I can be so stupid and sad till like this.
I don't know why, maybe it's because I'm not that active during my secondary times and suddenly become very active this year. Knowing many friends and bringing me this mix up feeling, damn. I just don't know how to express. It is just eeeeeeeeeee, idk. ._.
Beep Beep Beep......Okay, whatever.
SO now, left one mp for ELS and time to focus on studies, Say no to other stuffs, I know It will cause double hurts after all. Have you heard some stories before? They're always some other stories behind one story.
It's complicated.

又 Somok?

我从来都不去多想
所以每一次被蒙在鼓里的都会是我
但是一直以来唯一没有变的
应该就是那个被人说中的单纯
单纯个屁啊？ 要成熟 ！ 成熟一点啦 ！
所以无论我的脸多单纯， 然后我多努力的成功扮到不单纯
结果
还不是一样？
死单纯orz

最近觉得
就算身边的朋友和你再怎么好
都没有用
因为在他们的世界里
拥有他们的另一套想法
他们在想什么
你不会知道
就算知道了
都是些伤人的， 没什么。

somok?

有时候也不知道为什么
会觉得特别不开心
原因： 自己有够差劲的 不是吗

Happy 916 Malaysia Day ! MERDEKA! ! !

Ahhhhhhhhh, yes yes yes yes yes yes
Finally, our performances ended extremely nice and awesome ! =)
Today was so excited because it's our last day to perform and finally we can go back to our normal school life.
And Yes, no need to being tortured like hell - - haha !
By the way, our performance was very success and I enjoyed today very much okay! *Thumbs up for everyone for the formation, we did it yay!!!
And today we were very crazy like what' Xin Nian Kuai Le' said INSANE ! bahahaha, we  took so many photos with random people LOL  Awesome ! We're like hermit that never come to this event before, running here and there, yelling here and there, taking photos here and there haha!
Oh yeah and guess what? hoho, we took many many gorgeous pictures and one of them really en tao like Yi Leng, Michelle and Woon hui those girls agree with haha! And Malay girls also can't stand to stake photo with him, nice experience ! Eh, he's so tall LOL! haha, he's taking with closing eyes, aiks bad timing to shoot oopsy haha, refer to girls' DP too if want to see his eyes haha!:P Err... what I need to say is people look damn nice with formal, tidy, clean, nice :))

Here goes with some ss photos hahaa! <3

Gaaah hahah, too many, can't upload all XD lazyyyy :P

Anyways, one of our formation ;)

MERDEKA ! MERDEKA ! MERDEKA ! =D
Time to off, byee and good night peeps! ;)

Sigh got use meh? haha!

Time flies, and our practice finally ended today and Friday is the final.

Slacked the whole month and now only realized how shyt right I know -.-

Soooooo, time to buckle up and be a nerdy, I don't want any failure to happen on my exam, never, ever.

By the way, long time didn't heard about your news, time really killer, kill our moment and time together and make our memories become thinner like a vile, can't rewind anything without any recall unless the thing I really care and I notice. no point on asking how are you because I know you're doing great great there. 

Anyways, recently feel bored and tired because of the stupid practice at Dataran Merdeka and long time didn't touch my Sejarah book, my brain going to rust and I can feel that my fear on that, plus MUET speaking exam on October 13, somemore seniors they all going to graduate soon. In the meantime, we will having our final exam. *BIG BIG SIGH*  So what I need to do is cherish every moment, enjoy my life. That is so much different with my secondary life. 

中秋节。思

小时候很顽皮，很天真，
最喜欢把每个蜡烛点完家里的每一个角落。亮亮的，很好看，
尤其是把五颜六色的蜡烛围着每个花盆，然后再抓昆虫来BBQ。
当然拉了一条线，点了满满一排的灯笼，然后再把其他灯笼挂在每一棵植物上，也很好看。
然后18岁了我还在这么做，只是没有烧昆虫了wahaha。
今年少了哥哥的陪伴是很奇怪但是至少我们的回忆还紧紧把彼此联系着
就算没有一起玩，一起庆祝，都有那个Fu~ =)

IMY 献给你 =)

Cute cousin :))

他。笨蛋猪哥

他把断了弦的吉他收起来了
然后把心爱的DSLR相机托付于我，当然还有他的旧手提电脑
还有他那个臭到不行，黑到不行，从小陪伴着他的小枕头，只有他当宝的小枕头一并交给了我保管
突然百感交集，心情变得有些沉重，不知道要说些什么才好
要说的话，他都已经说过，交代过我了
而我却不知道要说些什么，只是觉得说不出的不舍，在眼眶里打转
我自认依赖性强
这次他离家念书（还给我去到那么远的北大orz
我真的有一点不敢想象我会怎样
但是想必他的心情也好不到哪里去
他那么念家，那么幼稚，那么。。
离家最久的不过是去当兵那段时期，而且又是提早回来的那一群
只希望他能多回来，然后在那里过得充实，快乐
想必今年是他第一年没有在家和家人过中秋了唉
大学生活加油，哥。
我也会加油
希望下次我们见面，彼此都进步，成熟了。
除了加油，还是加油。

跟踪？ OH NO

所以我也心血来潮的写了 Yes!
CSL
A Gor 的朋友，佳礼kaki，自称神经质？好样的，神经质盖过一切啊哈哈
好吧，你的文章很好读，所以我followed了 （
然后想说 orz 和 TMD 我也是在网上混久了学来的哦也
然后看到你有在用，很不错下，因为我朋友都没人在用，除了论坛的，然后你第一个吧
没google那个TMD过，只是，混久了，大略知道其意思（吧
嗯，嫩，哎哟，不要想色情那方面就好啊哈哈
我真的很嫩，思想方面 :D

对啊，要考试了
10月
好快

文章？哈！随时update的咯（表哭 XD
现在很少读文章了，中学时期很喜欢读的唉

对了，请务必留下你的部落格，表关掉啊啊啊喂
你会看到TMD = 甜蜜的  >记录


你也是，大学了
加油

哔

网络世界，无奇不有
文字，到处都是
你大可以用文字到处留情，到处留下你的足迹
呐，就在非死不可那里，就可以看到
所以说人啊，越来越难摸索
利用文字来蒙骗？
还是利用文字来表达？
还是我想太多，懂得太少？
你可以用你的表情来掩盖你的情绪
所以，文字也可以掩盖你的真实故事了吗？
                                                                                   我不知道。
                                                                                   然后的然后呢
                                                                                   我才发现，有些文字的感染力不容忽视
                                                                                   会让人想要继续探索下去
                                                                                   八卦 orz

Random aka short writing.

I enjoy blog walking, very much. blog stalker? No way, just plainly a blog visitor ;)

Found out people's life in their blogs, school life, working life, anything. They're interesting !

Currently needed to improve my English because of the stupid MUET exam in October and November, ish.

So, blog walking more often to read read read and also bought some novel to read and improve my vocab, grammar, etc. *hypnotizing myself I know, to fall in love with lovely English -.-*

Sooo, yeah, It's the last Saturday, Sunday and Monday for me and my brother to be together this

few months or this year I guess?

Just realized that I need him very much, in, anything. Okay I know I rely on him too much, I just rely 

on people too much, so same goes to him. Can't imagine days without him, but anyways, I know It's time for me to learn something, to learn how to be independent and responsible.

It's September !

Wooooooooh, so it's September !

August, full packed with activities and outings, TAT'S SO CALLED LIFE yeah !

Never been so busy with outings and school activities, but no doubt, things started to change in this 2011, after joining form six. I started to become more talkative, more busy and knowing more friends. Love it =)

YESSSSSH, finally Koperasi MP, wooooh, I've done my job and those nonsense finally ended with a nice fullstop, so coming next is ELS and St.John's mp and yes, final examination. Guess what? It's Raya holiday now but heyyyyyy really feel so lazy to read bookssss kay haha ! But anyways, I'll pick up TO NOT MAKE myself disappoint after final ahahaha.

Okay, August, half of the month we didn't study in class but most of the time we practiced for the performance for National Day. Hey, teacher said is International performance kay, chehhhh, so what? LOL, It already took most of our study time at school and It delayed our syllabus ! But then what to do? have to self-study after all to not left out by our syllabus. But At least, we'll get our 17 koko's marks and errrr, so called allowance huh? RM300 for one month practicing, hope they will keep their words in giving us out allowance after everything settled. PS: Thanks to my friends and seniors who became my good listener, counselor and gave me advice and everything, Thanks ! Feel much more much more better every time I share out and express my sadness and things out. Thanks again for those comments and texts ;)

Celebrated best friend's 18th Birthday in class, Hope she will have nice and sweet 18th and friendship 4eva! =)

Yeap, S4 gathering hohoho, at Sunway Pyramid, heyyyy, It's the most far gathering I've been wahaha, brother fetched me there and that's why I can go without any burden, mom also won't worry me so much I know right =D honestly the sing K session not really enjoyed to the max and same goes to the gathering, but who cares at least I met them after so long time and they're still the same, old S4-rians :)) get their signatures to keep as memory. Btw, almost all boys turned up but girls. *sigh, and didn't meet Sue Jean, Sharon Kia hooi this three fellas this time, hope to find one day and meet together ;)

Book Fest 2011 ! Finally I asked my dad to bring me there(KLCC convention centre-*I've never been there before although I'm a Malaysian resident for 18 years :P It's really big :O) and yes,  finally I went :p too crowded and there're really LOTS of books, not really enjoy buying cause it's too crowded. Hmm, bought some novels and sister bought many comics for those artist to sign their autograph.  btw, missed 徐有利, Nerv, 阿母 and other artists' autograph session. aiks, guess have to wait till next year *sigh

After that is I-City ! Parents really can't take them self off from their work somemore recently they become X2 busier :/ Soooooo, didn't ask them to bring us to overseas or what, *I know I wanted to travel to overseas soooooooo long time ago ish.   Okay, so we went to I-City to have some fun, you know what, It's the best time when u're spending your time together with your beloved and your family, no matter at where and when, It's the most sweet and happy time =) Btw, I-city very nice ! those lighted trees and Snow man, Penguin etc =D impressive ! and the snow walk, LOL, next time have to bring glove to there cause It's damn cold inside there, but luckily mom asked us to wear sport shoes, haha, if not, my legs sure frozen inside there =P

Hmmm, and finally come to our last day for our swimming lesson in KEC, thanks to my coach Micheal, Zhen Hou and Jing Wen =) I've learnt so many style and most importantly I can at least swim and I dare to sink my head in the water HAHAHA. Surely will miss those moments and hope we will meet up again someday =)

Okay, Finally August ended and here it comes September ! It's time to more focus on studies and seniors all going to have their trial exam, wish them best of luck ! =)