Finally, mid-term holidays started today and It is a two weeks holidays. Ahhhhhh, finally. Two weeks examination just ended and within this two weeks, I realise something, many things happened within these two weeks. Studies, friends, family, something that I never thought before, something that I never expected before, something that I couldn't accept, something that I know I should give up but It's hard. Life's a box of chocolate, I love chocolate and I know there's white, black and dark chocolate, It's the very basic ones. Sweetness and bitterness say It all.
Caution, It's a grandma stories ! :P
Let's begin with studies. I'm still bad on exams, especially economic, imagine, 9 over 30. If you get 9 over 30. What would you feel ? Went back to Kwang Hua yesterday, met my Chemistry, Biology, Chinese, BM, Moral teachers. I miss them so so badly, I miss sciences a lot, a lot. This is when Pn Tan asked me how am I doin and what I'm studying what right now. I never know I will step to economic this field, but since I've stepped in to this, I will remember the purpose on doing so, switching from a science student to an art student, from laboratory, chemicals, equations until graphs, history, economy all. It was a tough choice to make that time and what to do since I gave up on my ambition by knowing I'm not capable to realise my dream. I have no regrets that I did this decision but yes I do regret that I didn't study hard that time, that causing me to make such choices in life. No matter what, I will never ever give up on this, at least now, I'm not a science student, I won't. That's what my plan to do this whole holidays. Besides outing with friends, accompany my family, I have to study.
I must.
Well, friends. Don't feel to talk much about friends because this is so called life, life with friends, laughters, tears , school life, so yeaaa :)
Family. Recently mom and dad are busy arranging and doing their new business, cafe and hotel. I can see their determination to do this. It's hard and things become complicated when they, my parents have no experience before to do this. They are business man, but not chef: they are business man, but don't have any hotel management knowledge from any school, colleges, universities, none. They're not top students, they don't have any financial support from families before, they don't know how to speak English, and now, They are doing a lot of things that people cannot do. I salute them, not much, but a lot. I can see their tears and sweats in between, the wrinkles, yes I can see.
Another thing, started not so long, but at least this thing annoyed me for months. Conclusion, I have to give up and move on. I always bear this on mind, but still I couldn't control myself from thinking much. I'm watching people suffering, I'm watching people moving and me ? I'm always sitting here and I did nothing. Yes, I might move forward but just one or two steps, who knows right ? haaaaaaaaah ! So, I'm going to move on, to the direction that I'm supposed to move. Time's precious. I cherish everyone I love. Friends, Familes and people that I know. I love you guys.
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