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Starbucks people !

Alright, acutally I just post this photo for fun, just wanna share the message out
Support Earth Hour by switching off ur house' light at 8.30pm - 9.30pm !
and YES, Starbucks ! You"ll get one free Frappuccino babeh ! I mean, if you downloaded the foursquare apps on your phone and check in :)
Well, I'm bored, I cannot meet my friends there later night lalalalal D:
My Frapp ://// FREE FRAPPPPPPPP DDDDDDDD;

Randomieee

Gaaah, exams coming soon, and the day after tomorrow, seniors' results will be released.
See how fast time flies right ? I was thinking next year, my turn to take it.... Dang ! STPM :/
4 flat ? Yeah, that's every form six students' target and I'm one of them, hoping to get it.
Stress in class, exams, test, everything. Not only stress on exams, I mean the competition between friends.
This is like a marathon, when you stop, you'll lose. In other way, means the possibility to chase your own dream will become lower and let people to overtake you. You, decide your own future.
Alright, so no more slacking okay, Damn, i was like keep on saying this since form 4 hahahaha but MIA :P
By the way, I miss Lee Hom's concert so so so so so much.

那是一份感动

永不停息的感动

真的爱死他了

爱因为在心中

Lee Hom's concert 303

4/3/2012

So Yes, I was super duper excited until now :D
Went to Music Man Wang Lee Hom's concert yesterday with my family, sitting in VIP sits
Still not that closer with Lee Hom but I enjoyed the night. IT WAS AWESOME
Lee Hom ROCKS ! the stage was so god damn nice and Lee Hom was so handsome and talented.
he's caring enough when he circled the whole stadium just to met his fans and get to them closer. He didn't mind It was still raining that time Awwwwwwww.
So, yeaaaaah, my first time concertgoing was My HUGE Idol's -Lee Hom
When the time he played the piano with ni bu zhi dao de shi and ai cuo mix, we're just sooo close OMG ! :DDDDDD Anyways, a very great night spending with Lee Hom, my family and all HOMies. Feel statisfied and MOTIVATED :) Look forward for his next concert or autograph session :)))

Problem ?!

Revealed me something and keep some part of it

I mean purposely.

YES, you lied.

Knowing that your foe is a weak foe but in someone's eye she's the best

YES, you lose.

Pretend nothing happened when you actually care

YES, epic FAIL...

Stop Lynas, Save Malaysia !

Lynas. What is Lynas, the top question that searched by people recently.

I was first realizing this issue from a video that shared by one Malaysian singer, Kah Jun.

Didn't heard of Lynas before but just Jeremy Lin ? LOL

Alright, so I found It's severeness after watching that video and then many people started to share 

this issue through facebook. So actually what is Lynas? Knowing Pahang and Kuantan area are the places that got this kind of factories, that making nuclear by using harmful chemical substances , in the mean time releasing toxic gas like Thorium and Uranium. Once the dust is released from the factories to river, sea, air, people, animals, and our environment will get influenced whereby the radioactive rate will be god damn high, that is 300,000 tons of radioactive waste will be produced every year. When human are exposed to those radioactive materials, the most common signs are: nauseous, dizziness, peeling of the skin and drop of white blood cell. Severe exposure will lead to death usually within 2 days up to 2 weeks, and it is uncurable.

Radioactive material can also impair our DNA, causes the birth of abnormal infants and cancers.

SO here's a photo for more details :P

and here's some photos that I found on facebook, 2.0 against Lynas.

And yeap, my group of art friends, joining this event by drawing a picture of  "Stop Lynas, show if you care".

So, I was part of them, long long long time ago hahaha, since I'm free and in order to show that "HEY, I DO CARE and STOP lynas, save Malaysia, I've joined them and here's my artwork :)

Illusion

So, 7 years of friendship gone ? ...........................
Oh My Gosh, what am I thinking right now ? ://
shoo shoo shooooo, get out of my mind :/
The word "walk lah duh" substitute the word "Move!"
That's the best part of today. You know, emotional LOL, no way for playing with that
So, I better run back to my own world before stepping in your world.
We are in different route, different world.
Btw, recently addicted to a Korean Drama :3 Called Secret garden and yeaaaa, the songs in it !
They are all awesome ! :D

Happy Tuesday ! :P

Today is Valentine's Day but for me, It is just a.. Tuesday, hahah !

So had a simple makan with my dearest friends, couple set ! :P

And then tuition, and now, facebook, stay at home study study study !

Suddenly think of some friends, how are you guys ? ;)

And I know you are doing very great now ! :))) Happy Valentines again everyone, to those couple, 

stay sweet and stay happy forever together, life's short and cherish the one that beside you, the one

that going to walk with you, laugh with you and cry with you in the rest of your life, to those single, 

Happy foreveralone ? haha ! Okay, Happy Tuesday and enjoy freedom ! You'll find your partner someday

It's just not the right time, slowly choose and you will meet your soul mate ! :)

 with Peace. Love

我们的回忆与您相伴。。。R.I.P

"台湾歌手，有“帽子天后”之称的凤飞飞，因肺癌于2012年1月3日在香港病逝，享年60岁。
凤飞飞病逝的消息是在保密一个多月后，家属和律师今天才在香港召开记者会，公布凤飞飞病逝的消息，并对外交代所有的身后事已经处理好。
行事作风低调的凤飞飞，特别交代等过完了农历年元宵，才能公布去世的死讯。
根据声明，在临终前，凤飞飞曾说：“我这一生，过得快乐，活得精采，感谢陪着我一起走过这段精采岁月的彩虹姊妹兄弟们，没来得及唱的歌，下辈子再唱给您们听！”"


接触这首歌，还隐约记得是在小学二、三年级。我们长大，这首­歌也成为了永垂不朽的作品。昔日的辉煌，今日的永恒。谢谢凤飞飞的歌声。。。

一段時空，帶給我們一段記憶．

在這一段記憶中，有著你我共同的眼淚．

繼續走，不要回頭．

妳的歌聲留在生長的土地中，

不斷的增長，不斷的吟唱．

這一份愛是沉默的，

就如同妳走得如此安靜體貼。

                  

Her Rule, will never ever ends.

"Whitney Houston, who ruled as pop music’s queen until her majestic voice and regal image were ravaged by drug use, erratic behavior and a tumultuous marriage to singer Bobby Brown, has died. She was 48."


This is just too soon...too soon...Whitney Houston has died yesterday at the age of 48. She's a very talented singer, her heart melted voice and her majestic voice will be always remembered. Immortal legends.

RIP Whitney and prayers go out with her family, friends and fans all over the world. 

我的心，复杂化了 ?

心简单，世界就简单，幸福才会生长；心自由，生活就自由，到哪都有快乐。 

回 首

 募 然 回 首，  鼻 子  开 始酸 溜 溜 了

 我 想 到 以 前 和 你 们 在 一 起 的 时 光

 然 后 我 想 起 当 时 的 我

 是 多 么 的 不 堪 一 击

 经 历 人 生 的 失 败， 低 潮， 无 助

 试 试 看 在 人 群 中 只 有 你 走 不 到 你 想  走的 路，

 永 远 都 无 法 实 现 自 己 的 梦 想

 接 着 要 知  道 所 有 一 切 都 是 咎 由 自 取， 自 己 把 自 己 的 梦 想 捏 碎

 破 灭， 黑 暗， 嘲 笑 随 之 而 来 。

 我 傻 了。

 

Wong Fu and my normal days LOL

OH MY GOD ! THEY ARE COMING TO MALAYSIA ON 4TH OF FEB ! Yes, I mean Wong Fu !

Wong Fu For Lyfe ! :/ Okay the venue is at Taylor Lakeside Campus, the tickets aren't expensive but the places to grab the tickets are too far ! KL man, or Taylors. :/

Okay, what attracted me is they're coming to talk about their making of videos and yes, the photograph session ! 

By then today is 19 of Jan, the tickets SHOULD HAVE sold out, if not, I also won't able to grab the ticket, who wants to help me buy ? And then still got transport problem after that, sooooooo *self comfort*

By the way, another chance to grab the ticket is through writing something about this : What is the craziest thing you would do to see Wong Fu Productions in person? So I saw many comments and I don't really think I'll be chosen as the winner to grab the tickets, they're too many people participating this and they're too creative ahaha, kidnap, protect them, LOL.

Okay, back to normal, school life, lameeeee ! :/ MUET results, damn ! After whole day of schooling I was like super tired and sure have to get a nap, howww ? I have to get rid of taking nap ! Okay, let's talk about yesterday's PMD (Program Maju Diri) at school, only 31 people came to school and I was one of them hahahah ! it was okay, games, group discussions. At least I've learnt some lessons but the last activity was about doing some questions and check your answers and see whether you're actually interested on what courses. I was stop at part B where the occupation statements were all about sciences, Chemistry, Biology, Physics. *Emo starts* LOL. Nevermind, I shouldn't have think too much about that, should have concentrate on what I'm doing and studying right now. Read, Do, Practice, or else you won't be quilified to enter University and get the course you want. One word, D@@ haha ! So, what to do ? haiiih, say bye bye to experiments and chemicals ! Life's rocks yeah, with friends, COMPETE with yourself, not others !

Define Friend

I'm in a super bad mood now

Still got many homework haven't done, and 2moro still got economic test, I haven't prepared.

And MUET essay, not even a start.

But what made my day down is you. :/

Shouldn't trust people so much, this not the first time, I should knew it early :C

Define Friend

So this is Upper six ! :D YAY -.-

So this is just a start of upper six life.
Second day of upper six life, everyone's start to complain this and that
So yes, everyone feels the stress of becoming a form six students, so do I.
Just the first day of schooling, I felt stress and it's killing me
Just took Sej notes from seniors, damn, THEY ARE A LOT, I MEAN, REALLY A LOT
So make me recall back Kai Jian ex- seniors' words, saying and reminding us to memorize at least one peta minda everyday. Sejarah got 2 paper, 4 bahagian to cover. So I have to use my time to do peta minda, read reference book, tuition, exam, read notes, memorize everything.
PA- Bahagian E @@ I'm really confuse about it. Somemore paper 1 ! Text book, WHY YOU NO THIN ? same, a lot to read and memorize.
BM- Ish, one thick text book also, and reading it is really killing me okay ! :/ I saw many alien words in the book before, and got many I haven't learn, no extra tuition to help me on this
Econs- Finally, one of the killer :// Don't want to talk much because I already feel scary of these four.
Form six ! Why you no easy ?! :/

Heiyo 2012 ! :D

1/1/2012

The very first day of 2012, yea I can smell Spring, CNY, joyful and blessing :)
As usual, celebrated New Year with family, but this time we celebrated at cafe there
with friends, relatives and fireworks :)
At 12a.m. sharp, fireworks everywhere and road blocking everywhere haha !
Anyways, since today is the first day of 2012 so I have to make full use of it by making it as a great new start of the year, 2012. Sincerely hope that the end of the world 2012-story won't really happen and hope everyone get the life that they wanted with full of peaceful and blessing.
By the way, this year is really really a very important year for me, of course and all STPM candidates
This is the year for us to strive hard and perform our best in the exam war. It's the time to forget all the bad things from the past, grab the regrets from the past, and return it with a brand new positive force to let me become a more healthy, strong and mature girl, to know what should I do and what I shouldn't do.
So now set a goal and aim it with no regrets, I can do it ! :)
Position ! hiyyakkk !

Be Strong

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true 

right ?

So, rather than refuse to take,

accept it, accept the truth

face it, face it bravely

watch it, like the way you watch the stars in the sky

Talk to the moon if you want to talk

9 days to go for Christmas

Going to write a letter for Santa which start with 

Dear Santa

Officially

So, they are officially free today, every 2011 form six candidates, big congratulation to them ! :)
Sooooo, they are officially free and out of jail and that means ? :/
 Awwwww I know, It is my turn to take it next year, errr no, I mean after one month, I'm no more a lower six students and think can slack the whole day and facebook till I forget my time, no more Twitter, Youtube, Plurk, can't really spend that much time on those, gosh, my entertainment, my boredom killer :/
Four subjects, people said they are the lightest four in form six, Sejarah, Economics, BM and the compulsary subject for both science and arts.
Guess It is the time to focus focus focus ! I mean REALLY FOCUS on studies okayy !
Honestly, my classmates are all....not saying genius but they are great, real real great, people can do the questions after listening to the explanation but not for me, people can really focus without influenced by their emotions, they are too smart, or yeaaa, I'm too stupid.
That's why, I have to put double, maybe triple or more effort than other people, I know myself, maybe not that well, but I know right.
Turning 19 nest year and yeaa grow ! Grow taller and smarter !
Anyway, watched Kev Jumba and Nigahiga's Christmas video today, wow, make me realize of Christmas ! 10days to go, how fast time flies right ! Christmas ! ho ho ho ! :D
Hmmm, suddenly make me recall back last year's Christmas, full of surprise and disappointments after that..
okayyy, don't think too much already, I can't deal with that. Happy Christmas blog walkers and you :)

 Officially missing you - Jayesslee <3

Nightmare :/

I always recall back the memory
It was a very very very sad story, when I use very very very then please, do not ask me
Thats it, I am so sad about that. It was a nightmare for me, always, even now, yes.
Nobody can help, nobody can comfort me, nobody can taste it and feel it. D:
Is is too horrible and terrible as well. D:
CI perhaps :/

Today Thursday loh.

Once upon a time, haaaah, so many stories started with Once upon a time
I know, It is just fairy tales ? Haaah, Yeaaaa.
I have my stories too, Once upon a time, but not really ended with beautiful ending, perhaps, bad one.
Some don't even have an ending.
Motivation ! Gosh, I need motivation so badly :/