Wong Fu and my normal days LOL

OH MY GOD ! THEY ARE COMING TO MALAYSIA ON 4TH OF FEB ! Yes, I mean Wong Fu !

Wong Fu For Lyfe ! :/ Okay the venue is at Taylor Lakeside Campus, the tickets aren't expensive but the places to grab the tickets are too far ! KL man, or Taylors. :/

Okay, what attracted me is they're coming to talk about their making of videos and yes, the photograph session ! 

By then today is 19 of Jan, the tickets SHOULD HAVE sold out, if not, I also won't able to grab the ticket, who wants to help me buy ? And then still got transport problem after that, sooooooo *self comfort*

By the way, another chance to grab the ticket is through writing something about this : What is the craziest thing you would do to see Wong Fu Productions in person? So I saw many comments and I don't really think I'll be chosen as the winner to grab the tickets, they're too many people participating this and they're too creative ahaha, kidnap, protect them, LOL.

Okay, back to normal, school life, lameeeee ! :/ MUET results, damn ! After whole day of schooling I was like super tired and sure have to get a nap, howww ? I have to get rid of taking nap ! Okay, let's talk about yesterday's PMD (Program Maju Diri) at school, only 31 people came to school and I was one of them hahahah ! it was okay, games, group discussions. At least I've learnt some lessons but the last activity was about doing some questions and check your answers and see whether you're actually interested on what courses. I was stop at part B where the occupation statements were all about sciences, Chemistry, Biology, Physics. *Emo starts* LOL. Nevermind, I shouldn't have think too much about that, should have concentrate on what I'm doing and studying right now. Read, Do, Practice, or else you won't be quilified to enter University and get the course you want. One word, D@@ haha ! So, what to do ? haiiih, say bye bye to experiments and chemicals ! Life's rocks yeah, with friends, COMPETE with yourself, not others !

Define Friend

I'm in a super bad mood now

Still got many homework haven't done, and 2moro still got economic test, I haven't prepared.

And MUET essay, not even a start.

But what made my day down is you. :/

Shouldn't trust people so much, this not the first time, I should knew it early :C

Define Friend

So this is Upper six ! :D YAY -.-

So this is just a start of upper six life.
Second day of upper six life, everyone's start to complain this and that
So yes, everyone feels the stress of becoming a form six students, so do I.
Just the first day of schooling, I felt stress and it's killing me
Just took Sej notes from seniors, damn, THEY ARE A LOT, I MEAN, REALLY A LOT
So make me recall back Kai Jian ex- seniors' words, saying and reminding us to memorize at least one peta minda everyday. Sejarah got 2 paper, 4 bahagian to cover. So I have to use my time to do peta minda, read reference book, tuition, exam, read notes, memorize everything.
PA- Bahagian E @@ I'm really confuse about it. Somemore paper 1 ! Text book, WHY YOU NO THIN ? same, a lot to read and memorize.
BM- Ish, one thick text book also, and reading it is really killing me okay ! :/ I saw many alien words in the book before, and got many I haven't learn, no extra tuition to help me on this
Econs- Finally, one of the killer :// Don't want to talk much because I already feel scary of these four.
Form six ! Why you no easy ?! :/

Heiyo 2012 ! :D

1/1/2012

The very first day of 2012, yea I can smell Spring, CNY, joyful and blessing :)
As usual, celebrated New Year with family, but this time we celebrated at cafe there
with friends, relatives and fireworks :)
At 12a.m. sharp, fireworks everywhere and road blocking everywhere haha !
Anyways, since today is the first day of 2012 so I have to make full use of it by making it as a great new start of the year, 2012. Sincerely hope that the end of the world 2012-story won't really happen and hope everyone get the life that they wanted with full of peaceful and blessing.
By the way, this year is really really a very important year for me, of course and all STPM candidates
This is the year for us to strive hard and perform our best in the exam war. It's the time to forget all the bad things from the past, grab the regrets from the past, and return it with a brand new positive force to let me become a more healthy, strong and mature girl, to know what should I do and what I shouldn't do.
So now set a goal and aim it with no regrets, I can do it ! :)
Position ! hiyyakkk !

Be Strong

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true 

right ?

So, rather than refuse to take,

accept it, accept the truth

face it, face it bravely

watch it, like the way you watch the stars in the sky

Talk to the moon if you want to talk

9 days to go for Christmas

Going to write a letter for Santa which start with 

Dear Santa

Officially

So, they are officially free today, every 2011 form six candidates, big congratulation to them ! :)
Sooooo, they are officially free and out of jail and that means ? :/
 Awwwww I know, It is my turn to take it next year, errr no, I mean after one month, I'm no more a lower six students and think can slack the whole day and facebook till I forget my time, no more Twitter, Youtube, Plurk, can't really spend that much time on those, gosh, my entertainment, my boredom killer :/
Four subjects, people said they are the lightest four in form six, Sejarah, Economics, BM and the compulsary subject for both science and arts.
Guess It is the time to focus focus focus ! I mean REALLY FOCUS on studies okayy !
Honestly, my classmates are all....not saying genius but they are great, real real great, people can do the questions after listening to the explanation but not for me, people can really focus without influenced by their emotions, they are too smart, or yeaaa, I'm too stupid.
That's why, I have to put double, maybe triple or more effort than other people, I know myself, maybe not that well, but I know right.
Turning 19 nest year and yeaa grow ! Grow taller and smarter !
Anyway, watched Kev Jumba and Nigahiga's Christmas video today, wow, make me realize of Christmas ! 10days to go, how fast time flies right ! Christmas ! ho ho ho ! :D
Hmmm, suddenly make me recall back last year's Christmas, full of surprise and disappointments after that..
okayyy, don't think too much already, I can't deal with that. Happy Christmas blog walkers and you :)

 Officially missing you - Jayesslee <3

Nightmare :/

I always recall back the memory
It was a very very very sad story, when I use very very very then please, do not ask me
Thats it, I am so sad about that. It was a nightmare for me, always, even now, yes.
Nobody can help, nobody can comfort me, nobody can taste it and feel it. D:
Is is too horrible and terrible as well. D:
CI perhaps :/

Today Thursday loh.

Once upon a time, haaaah, so many stories started with Once upon a time
I know, It is just fairy tales ? Haaah, Yeaaaa.
I have my stories too, Once upon a time, but not really ended with beautiful ending, perhaps, bad one.
Some don't even have an ending.
Motivation ! Gosh, I need motivation so badly :/

11.11.11

11.11.11
For many, it's a special, glorious and wonderful day.
It won't happen again for another thousands years so, make it memorable ?
I don't know how to make it memorable, It's just an ordinary day for me.
But perhaps I can use it to make a wish. :)
Btw, Holidays just started today, but still, full with extra classes at school and tuitions, seek for December, Christmas !
Christmas dating hah !

Fly Fly up high > 1/11/11

Finally they graduated. haaaaah, time oh time. :)
Just gave them my handmade bookmark, haaha, full with love eh.
I did eleven for my seniors includes my foster, sifu, senior in clubs and good friends.
One same thing but each holding different message and wishes, deeply from my heart.
by the way, the only thing that is same is, I really thanks them in guiding in everything and thanks for giving me such beautiful and memorable memories.
Surely will miss them so much and I strongly believe that we will meet each other again in somewhere and someday.

短假

嘛，就这样假期了
一个礼拜的长假
说实在，我宁愿不要这一个礼拜的长假orz
就只剩三天而已
他们就会离开
很快不是么？
有点接收不到
假期嘛，就看电影，泡书，上网，画画， 睡觉好了
要做什么就做什么那样
今天心情 平平，被那些年的歌影响啊哈哈 @@

迷路

今天我迷路了
结果 迷路在我的字典里还没出现过
今天 却印下了
深深的 痕迹 真的很恐怖
当时 害怕 无助 慌张
然后就哭了
我不知道我在哪里 会不会有危险 会不会回不去
看下路牌，都是通往KL的路，怪恐怖的
然后第一个想到的是爸爸妈妈，要不要打电话
可是 要是他们知道我一个人载朋友回到那样陌生的地方
肯定担心死
可是不载朋友又好像 ><
唉
我还是那个我 不会拒绝， 差劲
结果打电话给好朋友，其实也没什么帮到，心灵上的安慰而已
最后 镇定下来， 慢慢跟着路牌走
终于到了 那份找到回家的路的喜悦 真的
很棒
下次我不会载你了抱歉

First final paper in Lower six.

Ish, bang wall lah dude !

First day of exam, I mean serious exam in lower six, guess what?

I MESSED IT UP.

And I know I will definitely screwed the paper, Arghhhhh, Pengajian Am. :C

The objective parts was Okay but the essay part, Ishhhh, I did a very wrong mistake and the graph part :/

okay I know I already die in the paper

Coming up next is Sejarah paper. :/ 

Not the easy one, But hard one. Oh how great I know right.

By the way, MUET speaking test went on smoothly than I've expected.

Thanks God :) Errrr...still got other papers, haih, but nevermind, slowly lah.

Anyways, yesterday was a scary night, I know what's going on, They are just brainless enough to did those stupid things. Idiots and cold-blooded. I say it, I mean it.

SHYT.

Thursday got MUET test, hope everything will be fine.
And feel so pressure recently :O
My classmates are insane, yes, they are, exactly.
Just got my BM small test paper today, results? Nahhh, sucks, 23 out of 50
I didn't get even half, HALFYOUKNOW ! It's just all objective, and I just can get this shyt result.
Others? Nah, better than mine lah of course. ._.
Nah, thsoe said never read all liars, 35 above -.-
Dont' know why, just, mood swings.
OH YEAAAAAAA, This Friday got exam SHYYYT, PA :O
Ciaoz !

Remembering our Great man- Steve Jobs

Didn't know our great man was passed away, until I open my Internet and my facebook

Steve Jobs - was born on 1955 and just passed away at the age of 56.

Many Great job that he have done, the greatest Apple technology, yes.

knowing the shocking news, and meanwhile, knowing that his great job Thanks to him for bringing us his invention and design. R. I.P

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Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life.

Almost everything--all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure--these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important.

Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet, death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it, and that is how it should be, because death is very likely the single best invention of life. It's life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. - Steve Jobs R.I.P :/


Love one of his quotes, he's amazing enough to change our life, enlighten and brought up our technology world. 
“Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. -Steve Jobs

表问

不要问我怎么脸上一直都是挂着笑容
因为，总觉得，只要笑笑，身旁的人都会比较开心吧
呃，感染力啊啊啊 （帅
然后不要问我为什么emo
emo还需要理由的么？（orz

                                               有时候要别人不要想太多

自己却也没想得太少

听说是时间太多的人才会想太多？

其实。。。是我自己懒惰啦喂，然后想那些有的没的 :P

Study hard, swim hard ;)

于是教练已经飞往UK
续他的律师梦 然后看到他的状态后
我的第一个反应就是 哇 ！好快！ :)))
而我也该收起任性 懒散的性格
嗯
是时候整理下思绪
清除心里那些没有必要提起还有在意的事情
只要收在心底就好（吧
毕竟我是人啊啊啊啊，怎么可能完全不去care
咿呀
算了，于是教练真的让我清醒了很多
突然觉得我还有很多事还没有做
还没完成

To all my students, study hard, swim hard ;)
哦也 老师加油啦 :) Best Of Luck for ya ! God bless.

Time to wake up because September gonna end soon.

So, Hello there ! yea, I'm talking to the air in my bloggie haha
Since, just few person know this blog of mine. Soooo, still feel safe on it.
Hmmmm, so fast huh? Old friends, we didn't chat for months. LOL, how are you?
Suddenly feel to meet up with you guys and girls...Suddenly I miss my old life and suddenly feel sad that my new friends going to graduate and will be leaving, soon.
Within months...just imagine that within months I can be so stupid and sad till like this.
I don't know why, maybe it's because I'm not that active during my secondary times and suddenly become very active this year. Knowing many friends and bringing me this mix up feeling, damn. I just don't know how to express. It is just eeeeeeeeeee, idk. ._.
Beep Beep Beep......Okay, whatever.
SO now, left one mp for ELS and time to focus on studies, Say no to other stuffs, I know It will cause double hurts after all. Have you heard some stories before? They're always some other stories behind one story.
It's complicated.

又 Somok?

我从来都不去多想
所以每一次被蒙在鼓里的都会是我
但是一直以来唯一没有变的
应该就是那个被人说中的单纯
单纯个屁啊？ 要成熟 ！ 成熟一点啦 ！
所以无论我的脸多单纯， 然后我多努力的成功扮到不单纯
结果
还不是一样？
死单纯orz

最近觉得
就算身边的朋友和你再怎么好
都没有用
因为在他们的世界里
拥有他们的另一套想法
他们在想什么
你不会知道
就算知道了
都是些伤人的， 没什么。